Monday, July 20, 2009

SAFE AND SOUND 4

The light knob's broken and even with both fans on in my room I hear things like that. My brother of course made a noise, this time not talking. Coincidence? Fact?

SAFE AND SOUND 3 (short)

I was going to leave to eat and heard some talking, my brother. My mom called me when I was in my room. What's going on with the crazy contrapted coincidences?

SAFE AND SOUND 2

I also got another that was a short capri, black and cotton cloth with purple and pink I think. Of course I have a pink/purple bra and top.

My brother was saying about spending money and I said I was still a student, and he said I wasn't ... so I said well I did better in school or more ... probably better ... I said I did good ... he said so did he ... funny I came out ... after my shower ... we didn't have many towels left in the laundry room. I had the vent on and light and and know I turned off the laundry light and closed the door. However, it was opeend with thelight on. ... His light was off and then on.

Well I look forward to tonight, hope I stay awake to eat, and hope I can get my face better with the blackheads. Yea, looking back ... anyway ... I remembered when I wasn't feeling good, awhile after, that I wanted to go to the mall for the bath products.

I just heard a noise that made me listen to some made up echo, like my brother did a weird speaking talk.

Okay ... like I know sometimes my parents leave the laundry door opened initially. Not sure why the coincidence. I was worried. I was saying like I did all the arts and that was my major, like I said I could go to the private school here in organ, with piano as a minor instrument, since you have to have one. I said I did better than kids who didn't do anything really but just said the ones like at one of the new schools where they could keep up on higher grades, unfair where I came from. That's not the only time that's happened like that, in another way. I feel so uncomfortable around them. I was recommended out of this school from where we moved that gave me the second highest scholarship. I went somewhere I liked up north during the hurricane (another cough, maybe my dad? don't think they can hear me on tihs little keypad, well it's a big one like really good) ... Now what? That's not what I meant. I was being attacked for nothing. I have no clothes. It's not (another coughy thing?) ... an interesting thing for a topic (why is someone making high disconnected giggles? um ... music? I was showing my brother some things since he is learning guitar from my dad.) Why do people keep getting so personal?

SAFE AND SOUND

- Nestea
- Power Chocolate Milk (fairly small)
- Pepperoni Pizza Pockets
- Mozzarella and Cheddar Pizza Minis
- Egg Sandwich (last one all three times)
- all 4 Taquillas (3 Jalapeno ... 1 Cheddary)
- (no Bostone Creme Donuts nor Eclairs) 2 Donuts - Vanilla with Dark Colored Sprinkles
- I didn't take a look at Parfaits.

I have leftover DiGiorno "Rising Crust" Pizza and the Mocha my parents got.


First, I went to the athletic/sports store with my brother. I got several outfits.

I got these black shorts and long capris with pink/orange and blue/green tops that I can fold over. I got matching tanks and bras. The only thing with sleeves is this blue Nike top with strips across the top like a baseball cut. Today I wore an olive cloth bottom and hooded top with cuffed sleeves just a little above the elbows. They had all these backpacks in the front, and I got the skulls one. The total is $611.

So, I'm going to take a shower. I didn't wear my cap today and am stopping. (It's a cap from that store that's just a piece of cloth without a hood.) I'm not sure what it is I need, but I think I'm getting better. After I shower, my hair looks more black or ... colorful dark brown. When it's dry it seems gray unfortunately.

Yum yum. I have like 1/2 bottle of the oriental Black-Green Tea and Acai, so I'll probably throw it and the flat orange soda from two days ago out. Oh, wait, so this is the fourth egg sandwish?

Yea, a quick shower, lots of laundry. I'm so excited for my IMDb accounts. My mom was saying aren't I supposed to be in by 10. Oh well. I said I needed some new clothes and said before I'm not going out here between midnight and 6 A.M.

So, I told my brother if I'm ... like and then my mom if I'm not ready to be a film actress to go to school for my health. I can apply to a private one near home. I'm staying in music and want to do organ with piano as a secondary instrument. I might quit and do voice and ballet, but that's just too much and not the point. I wanted to do film art. So, whatever's right.

I told my brother I was upset that just because you're American that you don't know your heritage. Well, I know my mom's and I can just say I'm Scottish. It seems dominant in me. I can mention my dad's dad's family being Irish with Barrett-Donahue and my grandma seeming to be less Irish and therefore as they say "a lotta German" I guess with mostly Irish, though also a lotta French and Dutch but not like a big block. Well, I have French interest in the U.S. and such. My mom's culture is Dutch. I'm pretty mixed. My mom is all one race, though. So is my dad technically. I like having the Scottish last name as Barber and being "Atlantic" paired with Irish Canadian, 1/64 each, well 23 chromosomes.

Well okay then I'm off now. Seeya later.

Wow I hope I'm better soon. I can't wait to play the organ. That's why I never bought anything. I wanted to practice at home. The other issue is noise. I wanted to soundproof my room.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Safe and Sound at Last

My mom left this note explaining it's better to leave during the day. I know it's good to, but I end up at night. It was safer as it was Sunday night. Not sure if she left it after or before she called, right before I got to the 7-11. Tomorrow, I'm getting a backpack at the sports store and some capris so they won't hit the floor. I'm not sure for the top, but I want lose T-shirts and maybe a cool jacket. "That'll be all, please."

- DiGorno big pizza - pepperoni
- ppp hot pockets (ppp = pepperoni)
- egg sandwich (again only one left)
- chocolate parfait (well graham and white/nilaa)
- chocolate covered flower & E clair
- ... they only had frozen Spanish food and I got the one with hot not chicken
- BLACK ACAI CREEN TEA

VISA

I thought this note was for a Wal-Mart VISA, but it could be that card in my name with $10,000, which I guess isn't en ... I mean is a lot.

OIk ...

Uncomfortable

Why isn't anyone acting normal? I'm getting the feeling about some bad things.

Like, why did something I IMed be the same as what someone said?