Stress 4 the day

I may need to utilize a larger multi-function desk for art. The thing is some art supplies need their own temporary shelf. Funny this desk has 5. I could tecnically keep this. The main difference is that I wanted to put the computer under a little table for the printer so I can stretch my legs under the little computer table.

Stress-free, maybe even save for later, then, would be simply the stacking shelves.

I don't even want to do the couch yet. This laptop works now, but it gets too slow. I'm only slightly wary about using a screen where I don't look so much at both the screen and my typing so much. Too bad this is so slow, but that's money for you.

I don't know why I keep sleeping at night. That leaves me on here with time to kill. I don't have TV yet. I'm hungry, haven't eaten at home. I have things I could do. I'm tired. I could read, but what I'm reading is a bit harder than that, otherwise what it would be. I can go check every so often to see if I can use the living room for food, which is easy enough to do.

The good thing about my hair dye is it kind of is gone now. I don't think I care because it doesn't matter to me what color my hair looks like.

I want to be a cook. I know I won't lose a finger. I have enough experience. I have experience in fine dining, not to say real fine dining but not McD's. I am used to working with spices and things like that. I bake my buns each time, and they're wheat buns. I know about saving time and flipping it so the spice doesn't fall off. I know when not to put spice on one side. I know how to do oil. I have some experience baking creatively a little. I like vegetarian food but for things like tomatos. I believe in eating a lot, when you want.

I plan to go out tonight with my brother. With my dad first I'll ask to get the folding art desk. I have to think of a way. I think I can easily store my art things. It can go in my closet. I just need not really but would be nice a table where I could lay out things. Like I said, I could keep this one. The thing must be the table where a computer would fit under. A mini art table would be ideal. I really don't think I'd paint yet with an easel. (Hey, I might even get the house again today. I'm done with IMDb for now. It loaded rather slowly, but at least it loads.)

I'm excited, may dye my hair tonight. I don't feel like sleeping as much. I hope I end up eating soon. I wanted to do another painting but am too tired to do it.

Wow, I have even large canvases. I just need another desk not too large where I can use it to store the printer, also. It should all work out really. I'm not sure where we'll go, but I can check out online. On second thought, maybe I will do another painting now. I just don't know about the final set-up and need a plan. Hmm, this even all works out. I may just have to go out for fun tonight and think about rearranging. I do need to relax more maybe before dying my hair, though as soon as possible for this all. Maybe, first I want to set up the computer desk I guess. I'm not entirely sure about the printer. I go out to get something to eat really. Tonight I should get Subway. I see I need a new sound system, as well. So, this is about setting up that computer stand today. It looks rather complicated, and I hope my dad gets the tools. One thing I know is I don't want the printer on the floor under a desk again. It doesn't even fit on one of the shelves. I kinda think it will go on my drawers, actually. Okay, so it's all set now, just waiting for the tools and the time in the house alone. I indeed will get to it, though, even though I desperately want to finish the TV series' and also a week to cancel old credit card subscriptions from old e-mails. I'm not sure if I might get to that now even. Otherwise, nothing really I can do at the moment. The stacking shelves can wait. I hardly have any clothes. I have shelves on the side of the closet, as well. It is tedious to open the closet. The other thing I found is I need to move the shelves, just realized this, by the closet.

I really don't feel well ever, neither. Something happens, and then nothing's the same. It's not even my fault. Now what? People think they can get away with anything with me. I mean, I'm not even doing anything and I just feel terrible. It's not fair. Sure, no one cares and no one notices. People know what like I don't like and what's not right, and now they don't care. They make up stupid jokes and things, too. Nothing's going okay. I did just wake up and then come back in here. It's strange. What do these people do all day? Thanks, for wasting my life. At least I'm still getting things done. What right does someone have to always act badly just because something upset the other person? There is none. Why are people not letting go of things? This doesn't make any sense. I don't feel like being in bed, but I think I will go back to bed. I haven't showered, neither. I'm tired of being ruined.