Monday, July 20, 2009
SAFE AND SOUND 4
The light knob's broken and even with both fans on in my room I hear things like that. My brother of course made a noise, this time not talking. Coincidence? Fact?
SAFE AND SOUND 3 (short)
I was going to leave to eat and heard some talking, my brother. My mom called me when I was in my room. What's going on with the crazy contrapted coincidences?
SAFE AND SOUND 2
I also got another that was a short capri, black and cotton cloth with purple and pink I think. Of course I have a pink/purple bra and top.
My brother was saying about spending money and I said I was still a student, and he said I wasn't ... so I said well I did better in school or more ... probably better ... I said I did good ... he said so did he ... funny I came out ... after my shower ... we didn't have many towels left in the laundry room. I had the vent on and light and and know I turned off the laundry light and closed the door. However, it was opeend with thelight on. ... His light was off and then on.
Well I look forward to tonight, hope I stay awake to eat, and hope I can get my face better with the blackheads. Yea, looking back ... anyway ... I remembered when I wasn't feeling good, awhile after, that I wanted to go to the mall for the bath products.
I just heard a noise that made me listen to some made up echo, like my brother did a weird speaking talk.
Okay ... like I know sometimes my parents leave the laundry door opened initially. Not sure why the coincidence. I was worried. I was saying like I did all the arts and that was my major, like I said I could go to the private school here in organ, with piano as a minor instrument, since you have to have one. I said I did better than kids who didn't do anything really but just said the ones like at one of the new schools where they could keep up on higher grades, unfair where I came from. That's not the only time that's happened like that, in another way. I feel so uncomfortable around them. I was recommended out of this school from where we moved that gave me the second highest scholarship. I went somewhere I liked up north during the hurricane (another cough, maybe my dad? don't think they can hear me on tihs little keypad, well it's a big one like really good) ... Now what? That's not what I meant. I was being attacked for nothing. I have no clothes. It's not (another coughy thing?) ... an interesting thing for a topic (why is someone making high disconnected giggles? um ... music? I was showing my brother some things since he is learning guitar from my dad.) Why do people keep getting so personal?
My brother was saying about spending money and I said I was still a student, and he said I wasn't ... so I said well I did better in school or more ... probably better ... I said I did good ... he said so did he ... funny I came out ... after my shower ... we didn't have many towels left in the laundry room. I had the vent on and light and and know I turned off the laundry light and closed the door. However, it was opeend with thelight on. ... His light was off and then on.
Well I look forward to tonight, hope I stay awake to eat, and hope I can get my face better with the blackheads. Yea, looking back ... anyway ... I remembered when I wasn't feeling good, awhile after, that I wanted to go to the mall for the bath products.
I just heard a noise that made me listen to some made up echo, like my brother did a weird speaking talk.
Okay ... like I know sometimes my parents leave the laundry door opened initially. Not sure why the coincidence. I was worried. I was saying like I did all the arts and that was my major, like I said I could go to the private school here in organ, with piano as a minor instrument, since you have to have one. I said I did better than kids who didn't do anything really but just said the ones like at one of the new schools where they could keep up on higher grades, unfair where I came from. That's not the only time that's happened like that, in another way. I feel so uncomfortable around them. I was recommended out of this school from where we moved that gave me the second highest scholarship. I went somewhere I liked up north during the hurricane (another cough, maybe my dad? don't think they can hear me on tihs little keypad, well it's a big one like really good) ... Now what? That's not what I meant. I was being attacked for nothing. I have no clothes. It's not (another coughy thing?) ... an interesting thing for a topic (why is someone making high disconnected giggles? um ... music? I was showing my brother some things since he is learning guitar from my dad.) Why do people keep getting so personal?
SAFE AND SOUND
- Nestea
- Power Chocolate Milk (fairly small)
- Pepperoni Pizza Pockets
- Mozzarella and Cheddar Pizza Minis
- Egg Sandwich (last one all three times)
- all 4 Taquillas (3 Jalapeno ... 1 Cheddary)
- (no Bostone Creme Donuts nor Eclairs) 2 Donuts - Vanilla with Dark Colored Sprinkles
- I didn't take a look at Parfaits.
I have leftover DiGiorno "Rising Crust" Pizza and the Mocha my parents got.
First, I went to the athletic/sports store with my brother. I got several outfits.
I got these black shorts and long capris with pink/orange and blue/green tops that I can fold over. I got matching tanks and bras. The only thing with sleeves is this blue Nike top with strips across the top like a baseball cut. Today I wore an olive cloth bottom and hooded top with cuffed sleeves just a little above the elbows. They had all these backpacks in the front, and I got the skulls one. The total is $611.
So, I'm going to take a shower. I didn't wear my cap today and am stopping. (It's a cap from that store that's just a piece of cloth without a hood.) I'm not sure what it is I need, but I think I'm getting better. After I shower, my hair looks more black or ... colorful dark brown. When it's dry it seems gray unfortunately.
Yum yum. I have like 1/2 bottle of the oriental Black-Green Tea and Acai, so I'll probably throw it and the flat orange soda from two days ago out. Oh, wait, so this is the fourth egg sandwish?
Yea, a quick shower, lots of laundry. I'm so excited for my IMDb accounts. My mom was saying aren't I supposed to be in by 10. Oh well. I said I needed some new clothes and said before I'm not going out here between midnight and 6 A.M.
So, I told my brother if I'm ... like and then my mom if I'm not ready to be a film actress to go to school for my health. I can apply to a private one near home. I'm staying in music and want to do organ with piano as a secondary instrument. I might quit and do voice and ballet, but that's just too much and not the point. I wanted to do film art. So, whatever's right.
I told my brother I was upset that just because you're American that you don't know your heritage. Well, I know my mom's and I can just say I'm Scottish. It seems dominant in me. I can mention my dad's dad's family being Irish with Barrett-Donahue and my grandma seeming to be less Irish and therefore as they say "a lotta German" I guess with mostly Irish, though also a lotta French and Dutch but not like a big block. Well, I have French interest in the U.S. and such. My mom's culture is Dutch. I'm pretty mixed. My mom is all one race, though. So is my dad technically. I like having the Scottish last name as Barber and being "Atlantic" paired with Irish Canadian, 1/64 each, well 23 chromosomes.
Well okay then I'm off now. Seeya later.
Wow I hope I'm better soon. I can't wait to play the organ. That's why I never bought anything. I wanted to practice at home. The other issue is noise. I wanted to soundproof my room.
- Power Chocolate Milk (fairly small)
- Pepperoni Pizza Pockets
- Mozzarella and Cheddar Pizza Minis
- Egg Sandwich (last one all three times)
- all 4 Taquillas (3 Jalapeno ... 1 Cheddary)
- (no Bostone Creme Donuts nor Eclairs) 2 Donuts - Vanilla with Dark Colored Sprinkles
- I didn't take a look at Parfaits.
I have leftover DiGiorno "Rising Crust" Pizza and the Mocha my parents got.
First, I went to the athletic/sports store with my brother. I got several outfits.
I got these black shorts and long capris with pink/orange and blue/green tops that I can fold over. I got matching tanks and bras. The only thing with sleeves is this blue Nike top with strips across the top like a baseball cut. Today I wore an olive cloth bottom and hooded top with cuffed sleeves just a little above the elbows. They had all these backpacks in the front, and I got the skulls one. The total is $611.
So, I'm going to take a shower. I didn't wear my cap today and am stopping. (It's a cap from that store that's just a piece of cloth without a hood.) I'm not sure what it is I need, but I think I'm getting better. After I shower, my hair looks more black or ... colorful dark brown. When it's dry it seems gray unfortunately.
Yum yum. I have like 1/2 bottle of the oriental Black-Green Tea and Acai, so I'll probably throw it and the flat orange soda from two days ago out. Oh, wait, so this is the fourth egg sandwish?
Yea, a quick shower, lots of laundry. I'm so excited for my IMDb accounts. My mom was saying aren't I supposed to be in by 10. Oh well. I said I needed some new clothes and said before I'm not going out here between midnight and 6 A.M.
So, I told my brother if I'm ... like and then my mom if I'm not ready to be a film actress to go to school for my health. I can apply to a private one near home. I'm staying in music and want to do organ with piano as a secondary instrument. I might quit and do voice and ballet, but that's just too much and not the point. I wanted to do film art. So, whatever's right.
I told my brother I was upset that just because you're American that you don't know your heritage. Well, I know my mom's and I can just say I'm Scottish. It seems dominant in me. I can mention my dad's dad's family being Irish with Barrett-Donahue and my grandma seeming to be less Irish and therefore as they say "a lotta German" I guess with mostly Irish, though also a lotta French and Dutch but not like a big block. Well, I have French interest in the U.S. and such. My mom's culture is Dutch. I'm pretty mixed. My mom is all one race, though. So is my dad technically. I like having the Scottish last name as Barber and being "Atlantic" paired with Irish Canadian, 1/64 each, well 23 chromosomes.
Well okay then I'm off now. Seeya later.
Wow I hope I'm better soon. I can't wait to play the organ. That's why I never bought anything. I wanted to practice at home. The other issue is noise. I wanted to soundproof my room.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Safe and Sound at Last
My mom left this note explaining it's better to leave during the day. I know it's good to, but I end up at night. It was safer as it was Sunday night. Not sure if she left it after or before she called, right before I got to the 7-11. Tomorrow, I'm getting a backpack at the sports store and some capris so they won't hit the floor. I'm not sure for the top, but I want lose T-shirts and maybe a cool jacket. "That'll be all, please."
- DiGorno big pizza - pepperoni
- ppp hot pockets (ppp = pepperoni)
- egg sandwich (again only one left)
- chocolate parfait (well graham and white/nilaa)
- chocolate covered flower & E clair
- ... they only had frozen Spanish food and I got the one with hot not chicken
- BLACK ACAI CREEN TEA
- DiGorno big pizza - pepperoni
- ppp hot pockets (ppp = pepperoni)
- egg sandwich (again only one left)
- chocolate parfait (well graham and white/nilaa)
- chocolate covered flower & E clair
- ... they only had frozen Spanish food and I got the one with hot not chicken
- BLACK ACAI CREEN TEA
VISA
I thought this note was for a Wal-Mart VISA, but it could be that card in my name with $10,000, which I guess isn't en ... I mean is a lot.
OIk ...
OIk ...
Uncomfortable
Why isn't anyone acting normal? I'm getting the feeling about some bad things.
Like, why did something I IMed be the same as what someone said?
Like, why did something I IMed be the same as what someone said?
Calling White Girls' Boyfriends Female Negresses
That's so wrong. I'm tired of getting secret messages and having such a hard life. I was just getting my laundry, I'm sick, from where it is, and my fam's eating. It's 9 and I'm going to get some more food again tonight. I'm becoming a real person. They joke too literally. I just get bad feelings when I see people. I mean what' .. nhooneone... my dad is stupid and got uspet ehn I asked w ... like said they weren't okay ...... I want a computer and he was gonna getone ........ this is so strange...................
Computer
So, I can just have one window now with more tabs. I'm not sure how long that'll last. I guess a long time.
I just realized
mostly black people in this area, houses in Orlando an hour or less from Disney.
Also, that rep had an accent after awhile but not all the time, Latino! Ya? What kind?
Also, that rep had an accent after awhile but not all the time, Latino! Ya? What kind?
Cristina R or M & Correction
I came back early. My internet (the window now is froze) only does that when it just starts up for that long. That's like before (blinkin' cursor) hey this time it was fast after it froze!
So hey I was wondering. I really feel bad. I showered last night.
So like my mom asked me since I look taller I didn't realize she was short and petite, but she said I was long and slender. She thought I said I was 5' when I said 5'4". I do hunch but not as a shape and yea kinda like a jack in a box.
That's not good. Yea I had told her yesterday how I was thin. My brother was there, and he's taller, but I had to go instead of talk about it again.
Funny I wore jeans and this blatant pink shirt with Tinkerbell. It was bad. My dad left the back door cracked open too in the yard. I see the green thing with the note with green writing to my mom for hand cleansing is now by the door. It's the small kind. Neat I always have those. They know everyone has a large one at their office, like in New Orleans, Greater New Orlean.
So, my brother was watching the TV with my brother. I want to ask him to take me to the store to get capris because the pants are all dirty and not washed. What will I wear today, though? OH the jacket!
Okay, so I was walking and got upset basically.
Okay. so. That's all. I think I'll stop getting subtle hints. For some reason I feel more stimulated, like it's too noticeable. Last time my brother was watching WW and waited 20 min. So yea work-out capris sounds good to me. I guess I'll get more of those lose short-sleeved or wait yea tops. I wonder if I should have a jacket or something. It's a little warm, anyway. This is for night for the bugs.
I wonder if I should be at the mall or computer store, as well. I just feel bad. I can just wait. I came back because of a light rain.
So hey I was wondering. I really feel bad. I showered last night.
So like my mom asked me since I look taller I didn't realize she was short and petite, but she said I was long and slender. She thought I said I was 5' when I said 5'4". I do hunch but not as a shape and yea kinda like a jack in a box.
That's not good. Yea I had told her yesterday how I was thin. My brother was there, and he's taller, but I had to go instead of talk about it again.
Funny I wore jeans and this blatant pink shirt with Tinkerbell. It was bad. My dad left the back door cracked open too in the yard. I see the green thing with the note with green writing to my mom for hand cleansing is now by the door. It's the small kind. Neat I always have those. They know everyone has a large one at their office, like in New Orleans, Greater New Orlean.
So, my brother was watching the TV with my brother. I want to ask him to take me to the store to get capris because the pants are all dirty and not washed. What will I wear today, though? OH the jacket!
Okay, so I was walking and got upset basically.
Okay. so. That's all. I think I'll stop getting subtle hints. For some reason I feel more stimulated, like it's too noticeable. Last time my brother was watching WW and waited 20 min. So yea work-out capris sounds good to me. I guess I'll get more of those lose short-sleeved or wait yea tops. I wonder if I should have a jacket or something. It's a little warm, anyway. This is for night for the bugs.
I wonder if I should be at the mall or computer store, as well. I just feel bad. I can just wait. I came back because of a light rain.
Cristina M.
Target is just alright! yep!
Okay ... Well, I came back to post that my sales rep was that name.
Also, my computer froze, not literally just like stopped up. The net takes longer to connect now (haha I almost typed a comma) ... ever since it started working the computer freezes more, this little laptop. My homepage is blank, but ever since it takes like 1 ... I mean a minute to l oad.
Okay ... Well, I came back to post that my sales rep was that name.
Also, my computer froze, not literally just like stopped up. The net takes longer to connect now (haha I almost typed a comma) ... ever since it started working the computer freezes more, this little laptop. My homepage is blank, but ever since it takes like 1 ... I mean a minute to l oad.
Words easy to read
So I have a couch for my chair, and a great table.
Um, the words are easy to see on this 1/2 size laptop without a CD case.
The reason the sofa is very near the table is that it's to save space.
Um, the words are easy to see on this 1/2 size laptop without a CD case.
The reason the sofa is very near the table is that it's to save space.
If you know my zip code
My address is the same except the first number is one number higher. When I ordered the bar seat, I accidentally used the zip code digit.
The last two numbers are flipped and without the last digit, which is a 0.
The street I live on begins with R and ends in Road.
So, I called. I usually check my orders because they come early. They said to check when I "know the carrier" around Thursday so they can contact them. I tried to change the billing address or first cancel it, but it was too late, even though it's Sunday.
Of course if I go to the store, I want to get a breakfast bar with the two seats that come with it.
The last two numbers are flipped and without the last digit, which is a 0.
The street I live on begins with R and ends in Road.
So, I called. I usually check my orders because they come early. They said to check when I "know the carrier" around Thursday so they can contact them. I tried to change the billing address or first cancel it, but it was too late, even though it's Sunday.
Of course if I go to the store, I want to get a breakfast bar with the two seats that come with it.
I ordered it
I got me a nice bar seat. It's a crayon wine color, like a light red. It's called tulip-colored, which is interesting. I may as well post a link. http://www.target.com/Elise-Adjustable-Stool-Tulip/dp/B000FTH1LW/sr=1-1/qid=1248034730/ref=sr_1_1/188-2654104-8350837?ie=UTF8&search-alias=tgt-index&frombrowse=0&index=target&rh=k%3Atulip%20stool&page=1 It's only $60 and should arrive Friday-Tuesday. Today is Sunday.
Someone just got home
Right when I started to put my laundry away, I heard the paper slam. They must have heard me. It sounds a lot like my brother, but I was thinking it was my mom or possibly my dad.
I do want to go out and get something to eat now. It's just that I want to take a nap first. I was tired walking home last night.
Oh yea and I see my parents got Mocha just last night.
So I've been thinking. I wonder if it's bad if certain people get to know you too well if you don't like them. I shouldn't wonder if I know. It looks nice to go for a walk. I'll wear my white shorts and shirt for working out. Oh yea the only reason I'd go out with my brother is to get the sunblock at Wal-Mart and more hangers before going to the mall. I need to figure out something since my fan is in front of the passage I left open to my closet.
Well I suppose next time will be better. I sure wanted to get it done but it's nice to take a break in a way.
So yea lots of interesting things to get done as chores. Why am I not putting it away? I just explained I heard a paper slam when they got in. I had just closed the closet door they could see it with. It's at a corner, and my clothes were in it. Why do people feel so good about themselves when I have things I need to do to get better in my life that aren't fair and I got told not to complain whereas others caused it. I'm expected to live up to certain expectations. This is just time. So, yea, I need to just lie down awhile maybe, maybe on the couch. I mean my couch. I might get the other stuff done - e-mail for a breakfast bar. Oh yea and a microfridge. Is my mom gonna say it's too much cause that's okay, too. I just heard a beep. Not sure what it was, which thing. We have an alarm. I memorized it right away. The codes are similar to turn it off and on. It's so cool now I have the keys. I'm going to check Alice in Wonderland. I haven't checked the related boards recently and don't do Soapbox. Why is Soapbox the same people over and over? Don't you find it very suspicious? They can't write much. They just feel good about themselves and pick and chose who to annoy or maybe sometimes approaching with newer kinds of people or whatever. So yea I think I wanna take a walk soon and buy the fresh food and the Acai Green Oriental cold/"iced" tea while I'm at it. It's making my back stronger, as well, I guess. After sleeping, the food just makes me feel more filled really though in a good way. It's the walking that elasticizes my body, and the food makes me feel good.
I do want to go out and get something to eat now. It's just that I want to take a nap first. I was tired walking home last night.
Oh yea and I see my parents got Mocha just last night.
So I've been thinking. I wonder if it's bad if certain people get to know you too well if you don't like them. I shouldn't wonder if I know. It looks nice to go for a walk. I'll wear my white shorts and shirt for working out. Oh yea the only reason I'd go out with my brother is to get the sunblock at Wal-Mart and more hangers before going to the mall. I need to figure out something since my fan is in front of the passage I left open to my closet.
Well I suppose next time will be better. I sure wanted to get it done but it's nice to take a break in a way.
So yea lots of interesting things to get done as chores. Why am I not putting it away? I just explained I heard a paper slam when they got in. I had just closed the closet door they could see it with. It's at a corner, and my clothes were in it. Why do people feel so good about themselves when I have things I need to do to get better in my life that aren't fair and I got told not to complain whereas others caused it. I'm expected to live up to certain expectations. This is just time. So, yea, I need to just lie down awhile maybe, maybe on the couch. I mean my couch. I might get the other stuff done - e-mail for a breakfast bar. Oh yea and a microfridge. Is my mom gonna say it's too much cause that's okay, too. I just heard a beep. Not sure what it was, which thing. We have an alarm. I memorized it right away. The codes are similar to turn it off and on. It's so cool now I have the keys. I'm going to check Alice in Wonderland. I haven't checked the related boards recently and don't do Soapbox. Why is Soapbox the same people over and over? Don't you find it very suspicious? They can't write much. They just feel good about themselves and pick and chose who to annoy or maybe sometimes approaching with newer kinds of people or whatever. So yea I think I wanna take a walk soon and buy the fresh food and the Acai Green Oriental cold/"iced" tea while I'm at it. It's making my back stronger, as well, I guess. After sleeping, the food just makes me feel more filled really though in a good way. It's the walking that elasticizes my body, and the food makes me feel good.
Laundry and Laundry
3 loads full
1 for the butcher, 1 for the baker, 1 for the candlestick maker
I have to put it away and clear my room. Sunday and no one's home. Go figure.
Anything else today? Well, yea, that I'm busy. I still want a new computer and wanted to go to the mall now actually. The reason I have chores is partly because I ended up with the laundry and haven't been doing chores lately, just clearing after myself. I finished most of the tea and threw away the rest of the ... I mean kept the soda. I so want a breakfast bar because I don't like wiping this table, though it's alright, like in college on my side of the dorm wall table. The printer used to go on it, which is why I assume my parents have theirs on the same table as the computer machine. I used to stack books on my printer, which I realized not only copies but scans.
I want to buy
-breakfast bar & stool ... s?
-microfridge
Yea. I'll look it up online, send my father a clipping, and then ask to get one or maybe he'll want it ordered. I think I'll have to go shopping with him sometime soon.
So chores chores and more chores. No good news except that it will be done soon. Yes I'm going out to get pizza and tortillas again. I have to finish scoping the area. There ain't no bar. It's a tropical car wash. Oh well.
I do look forward to another walk if my chores get done. It's so annoying to have it out and not to had done it myself this time. I admit I got sick from the slow laptop. My dad was gonna get me a new laptop or even a most expensive computer. I spent some money on some other stuff, but it was worth it. It was only the price of this supposedly cheap laptop. What's good about the small ones is they turn off and on quickly. I'm not sure why yet. That's the problem. I just used it last night in the living room, but I admit it would be better if my room were cleared first. The catch was that I hadn't had my couch moved in here yet and now that it's used as my computer table. I see my dad/fam is using my old chair today for the living room.
I don't know where my life's going after I get tired of the 7-11, but that shouldn't be for awhile. I guess I'll be storing stuff from the grocery. I bet that drive-thru pharmacy has more food. The 7-11 doesn't sell the beef dinners they have at college vendings.
So otherwise if I felt good I'd read. Otherwise if my fam suddenly were to come home I dunno what I'd do exactly. I'd probably lie down or read, possibly check up on this again. Probably I'd read. If I take like two walks I'd buy their fresh pizza. Later I'd go back and get dinner unless like I went to bed. Ya know? I'm not sore at all. Admittedly I'm also not as tired. I feel very rubbery and slick.
1 for the butcher, 1 for the baker, 1 for the candlestick maker
I have to put it away and clear my room. Sunday and no one's home. Go figure.
Anything else today? Well, yea, that I'm busy. I still want a new computer and wanted to go to the mall now actually. The reason I have chores is partly because I ended up with the laundry and haven't been doing chores lately, just clearing after myself. I finished most of the tea and threw away the rest of the ... I mean kept the soda. I so want a breakfast bar because I don't like wiping this table, though it's alright, like in college on my side of the dorm wall table. The printer used to go on it, which is why I assume my parents have theirs on the same table as the computer machine. I used to stack books on my printer, which I realized not only copies but scans.
I want to buy
-breakfast bar & stool ... s?
-microfridge
Yea. I'll look it up online, send my father a clipping, and then ask to get one or maybe he'll want it ordered. I think I'll have to go shopping with him sometime soon.
So chores chores and more chores. No good news except that it will be done soon. Yes I'm going out to get pizza and tortillas again. I have to finish scoping the area. There ain't no bar. It's a tropical car wash. Oh well.
I do look forward to another walk if my chores get done. It's so annoying to have it out and not to had done it myself this time. I admit I got sick from the slow laptop. My dad was gonna get me a new laptop or even a most expensive computer. I spent some money on some other stuff, but it was worth it. It was only the price of this supposedly cheap laptop. What's good about the small ones is they turn off and on quickly. I'm not sure why yet. That's the problem. I just used it last night in the living room, but I admit it would be better if my room were cleared first. The catch was that I hadn't had my couch moved in here yet and now that it's used as my computer table. I see my dad/fam is using my old chair today for the living room.
I don't know where my life's going after I get tired of the 7-11, but that shouldn't be for awhile. I guess I'll be storing stuff from the grocery. I bet that drive-thru pharmacy has more food. The 7-11 doesn't sell the beef dinners they have at college vendings.
So otherwise if I felt good I'd read. Otherwise if my fam suddenly were to come home I dunno what I'd do exactly. I'd probably lie down or read, possibly check up on this again. Probably I'd read. If I take like two walks I'd buy their fresh pizza. Later I'd go back and get dinner unless like I went to bed. Ya know? I'm not sore at all. Admittedly I'm also not as tired. I feel very rubbery and slick.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
My Health Emergency
I'm getting better and my buns are tight from walking each day. I don't know why I'm still tired from school, but it's a lot of work treating my face. I'm just getting better and feel a lot stronger, like my back is all solid and rubbery.
I just had a great shower
I was feeling so bad, but the shower made me all better. My hair's so silky now. I used all 3 color-specialized shampoos & conditioners, the weather anti-frizz, and the root shampoo for dry hair.
I'm tired and will probably lie down and do some laundry. My brother got in late, so he might use the restroom soon. I still have the pizza and donuts and most of the soda and like half of the tea.
I'm gonna go get some water.
That dandruff feeling is gone since the big sunburn on my bald head is gone. It wasn't so bad but affected the inside of my head definitely. It was great, though, really, though now I wear that thin white cap.
I'm tired and will probably lie down and do some laundry. My brother got in late, so he might use the restroom soon. I still have the pizza and donuts and most of the soda and like half of the tea.
I'm gonna go get some water.
That dandruff feeling is gone since the big sunburn on my bald head is gone. It wasn't so bad but affected the inside of my head definitely. It was great, though, really, though now I wear that thin white cap.
Safe and Sound
Pizza Pockets
Pizza Minis
(Pepperoni)
Egg Sandwich
Buffalo + Monetary Chicken Tortilla
the only Nestea (they had the Acai Berry + Green Tea, very Oriental)
Orange Soda
2 chocolate covered cream filled donuts
~ bon apetite ~
Pizza Minis
(Pepperoni)
Egg Sandwich
Buffalo + Monetary Chicken Tortilla
the only Nestea (they had the Acai Berry + Green Tea, very Oriental)
Orange Soda
2 chocolate covered cream filled donuts
~ bon apetite ~
Internet Works Perfect
The connection claims Good though it used to be Excellent. We just got a new connection brand when I woke up.
I'm not worried about a TV because I just have some things from Netflix.
Also, I got this thing in for a credit line, must be Wal-Mart. Not sure what happened with the Borders one. I had charged for the extra assurance, like less than $1, $0.89.
Couch ... Art
So, I moved the couch by the closet mirrors so I can draw using myself as an example for people.
Drawers
They're way in the other corner as though the couch would had just fit there, along with the hamper behind the door and this small trash can in front. The bottom doesn't have drawers because it's broken anyway. We can fix it. It was my dad's as a baby.
So, I have plenty of room. I wanna kinda live here and get a mini refridgerator and freezer. I want to get a breakfast bar and high chair. Then, I'll need a pantry for dried goods. I could use a microwave, but I can pretty much benefit from just getting a breakfast bar, even before that using this table if I bring something home.
I even feel as though I'd go back to school, but I want to be a film actress. I have to wait for my blackheads to go away more before I apply for a job to make money, like for fun.
So, yea, I just read these Alice in Wonderland books and do paintings.
I can walk to a 7-11 in 1/2 hour. So, that's something else I do. I can ask my family to do things, especially my brother and dad.
I don't think I'll be doing dance right now, neither, nor anything like that. Those classes are either too easy or for pros.
The other thing is I borrow this little DVD player with a folding screen. So, yea, I'll be watching some films.
I just have a little left to clear out. I'm working on throwing away things in general. Right now my bookshelf and DVD shelf are in the garage. We could make them relatively public in our house, though I want to throw a lot of it away in the end. There is room for that in my room. I need to hook up a nice sound setup, as well, things like that.
It was so nice I got back and wanted to crash to the TV last night.
Okay, so, last night I got my eclair-y donut, one left. I also got this good "meal replacement" I finished when I woke up the first time. I had my first frap - Mocha. I feel better, more like I used to. I happened to have the chocolate smoothies in bottles very often, as well. It just tells me that maybe I'd get it with a meal or something. The catch was I wanted to get it instead of tea, all this cold random tea. I don't know why I haven't had much. I never even learned about it. Green tea is like an herbal supplement. I don't really drink any tea, so this was actually a stretch. Anyway this was just a milk mix. Well, I'm sure I have too much tea heritage. That's the other issue, though it's not totally the issue. I feel I have too much oriental food since we get it. I like tea, but I never learned to accept it because I wasn't given strong English heritage. Anyone would want to be English. Some people here though are unhealthy even if they drink "strange" things. I was impressed though a Soapboxer said they just were on a 2nd pot. I can see that with cold water living in Florida. I don't know where in the U.S. they could live, though. I did get tired of smoothies, though I'm not now. I just learned to have ice cream, again.
So basically this is perfect. Hopefully today I'm coordinated enough to get the meat products because ... well it was full of tacos and frozen pizza. I'm not sure it was a meat-free place. The thing says remember milk when you swipe the card. There are other places around, apparently a bar. There's also a drive-thru pharmacy. I would smoke. I remember on Soapbox someone said they just got a bong. I dunno though. I heard drugs were illegal, and I assume pure smoke is dirty-smelling. There were some boys there getting some beef when I got my first frap. I dunno... I might get tea this time, except no I don't really like it cold because... I dunno I guess it's a lot like coffee and I should get it. It's just that it's not sugar.
So yea this is perfect as in the internet is. I don't need anything new now. It's 5:13 P.M. and quiet to walk. I mean hot. I'm a little sore from the random noise today. It's just that I wanna be out around like when it's dark but not too busy. Kids are out at the twilight hours. I can easily leave at 8:30 - 9:00 P.M. There's nowhere to eat. I don't really wanna go to my backyard. I dunno about bringing some chair I can buy. That's too much to bring. I don't know of a public area to sit, especially in the dark. A lot of the areas are fenced off, really I think they all are. Yea. I can just get my table ready to eat on and then heat up the stuff quickly. I think I will do that then. I'm hungry now though and wanted to eat in private. I wonder if I will get something you don't heat up as well then.
So I'm waiting for my face to get better. Well now I could even talk about it, as I always could had. I never noticed about the thing where I was afraid of pore strips... Hey another good thing about waiting is I can get out when the family is in a subdued mood. I should e-mail them from my AOL. My German foreign exchange student has an AOL. It's not a huge deal, but I guess I should then. Obviously I'll be on tonight around midnight and likely ... sooner ... however unfortunate. Another thing I notice is I could use some new clothes then so that maybe we can go to the mall tomorrow where I will get some casual walking clothes. This outfit was really for working out in. That's something I could do, but I'm particularly hungry. I should add to my dad that I need a breakfast bar and stool. I could wait because of the things I have to clear away. It's just that it's there, the space. We saw some things at the store. That way I kinda base my life on posting online, watching those DVDs from Netflix that I like, buying DVDs at the store to watch with my brother, ... getting a sound system set up, as well.
So I think I want to go to the mall tomorrow. Maybe my dad can take me to the place to see the breakfast bars. That's easy to move in. I'm really not picky with furniture specifics. I know online had like a gallery of breakfast bars and the vanities. Anyway, I have the closet mirrors. Like, I don't need a back, and I don't care if there's a cushion. I just know they sell breakfast bars. It's a little like living in a hotel or dorm. Plus, after this I have plenty of room to jam to music. I want basically a sound system that can go louder if need be, and I will mostly be using headphones. I haven't checked out the webcam on this, but it's here. They do sell cheap things you can videorecord with, but that's not highly necessary. I could take segments of cats or rippling water.
I'll probably nap on my couch. I don't need another shower right now. I have to put away my laundry and wash my work-out stuff if possible. I had been feeling so sick from being stuck in my room with scarcely working internet or so it would seem. I may post. I may not. I'm starting to think Alice in Wonderland is for babies, but I will post after I finish reading. It's hard for me to believe there is not much to read. I want to read the Twilight books. I think that's all, though. That's all I have. I am not too interested in Lewis Carroll. That was my security question for all these accounts. Well I know I have my old Facebook accounts to which there's a complicated e-mail I can't remember. I had not been able to access something I thought, but maybe I did. I'm content, but I would be embarrassed if someone figured it out.
Well it's almost a good time for a walk. I'm kind of antsy, like maybe my brother wants to go with me. I have enough time to go to the mall, but I think my dad would want to go tomorrow instead since I will need more time. The thing is people will really notice if I walk now to someplace. Well there's only one area I know of. I probably will go anyway after like lying down and stuff.
Sorry for another boring blog post. At least I've gotten facts together now. It's mainly practice for my writing. Now I'm better apparently and not just like stuck here with these things that I've already been through.
To continue, I think it's very interesting there's cold sandwiches there. I do like the non-meat stuff, for all the non-animal-eating people. It's good for your heart. I don't find meat indulgence so much as an irresponsibility. I work out and have to eat it because I need to eat out. I can't find everything at a grocery store. I think I should get a job as a cook.
So seriously I will read. I may spend the time checking IMDb though not posting on the Soapbox unless I find someone there. I'm such a Facebook MySpace person. Like I like the fan groups like just saying you liked something and trying to get into a discussion over time. Most of my issues right now are with time and my laptop says exactly 6:00 P.M.
I'm not worried about a TV because I just have some things from Netflix.
Also, I got this thing in for a credit line, must be Wal-Mart. Not sure what happened with the Borders one. I had charged for the extra assurance, like less than $1, $0.89.
Couch ... Art
So, I moved the couch by the closet mirrors so I can draw using myself as an example for people.
Drawers
They're way in the other corner as though the couch would had just fit there, along with the hamper behind the door and this small trash can in front. The bottom doesn't have drawers because it's broken anyway. We can fix it. It was my dad's as a baby.
So, I have plenty of room. I wanna kinda live here and get a mini refridgerator and freezer. I want to get a breakfast bar and high chair. Then, I'll need a pantry for dried goods. I could use a microwave, but I can pretty much benefit from just getting a breakfast bar, even before that using this table if I bring something home.
I even feel as though I'd go back to school, but I want to be a film actress. I have to wait for my blackheads to go away more before I apply for a job to make money, like for fun.
So, yea, I just read these Alice in Wonderland books and do paintings.
I can walk to a 7-11 in 1/2 hour. So, that's something else I do. I can ask my family to do things, especially my brother and dad.
I don't think I'll be doing dance right now, neither, nor anything like that. Those classes are either too easy or for pros.
The other thing is I borrow this little DVD player with a folding screen. So, yea, I'll be watching some films.
I just have a little left to clear out. I'm working on throwing away things in general. Right now my bookshelf and DVD shelf are in the garage. We could make them relatively public in our house, though I want to throw a lot of it away in the end. There is room for that in my room. I need to hook up a nice sound setup, as well, things like that.
It was so nice I got back and wanted to crash to the TV last night.
Okay, so, last night I got my eclair-y donut, one left. I also got this good "meal replacement" I finished when I woke up the first time. I had my first frap - Mocha. I feel better, more like I used to. I happened to have the chocolate smoothies in bottles very often, as well. It just tells me that maybe I'd get it with a meal or something. The catch was I wanted to get it instead of tea, all this cold random tea. I don't know why I haven't had much. I never even learned about it. Green tea is like an herbal supplement. I don't really drink any tea, so this was actually a stretch. Anyway this was just a milk mix. Well, I'm sure I have too much tea heritage. That's the other issue, though it's not totally the issue. I feel I have too much oriental food since we get it. I like tea, but I never learned to accept it because I wasn't given strong English heritage. Anyone would want to be English. Some people here though are unhealthy even if they drink "strange" things. I was impressed though a Soapboxer said they just were on a 2nd pot. I can see that with cold water living in Florida. I don't know where in the U.S. they could live, though. I did get tired of smoothies, though I'm not now. I just learned to have ice cream, again.
So basically this is perfect. Hopefully today I'm coordinated enough to get the meat products because ... well it was full of tacos and frozen pizza. I'm not sure it was a meat-free place. The thing says remember milk when you swipe the card. There are other places around, apparently a bar. There's also a drive-thru pharmacy. I would smoke. I remember on Soapbox someone said they just got a bong. I dunno though. I heard drugs were illegal, and I assume pure smoke is dirty-smelling. There were some boys there getting some beef when I got my first frap. I dunno... I might get tea this time, except no I don't really like it cold because... I dunno I guess it's a lot like coffee and I should get it. It's just that it's not sugar.
So yea this is perfect as in the internet is. I don't need anything new now. It's 5:13 P.M. and quiet to walk. I mean hot. I'm a little sore from the random noise today. It's just that I wanna be out around like when it's dark but not too busy. Kids are out at the twilight hours. I can easily leave at 8:30 - 9:00 P.M. There's nowhere to eat. I don't really wanna go to my backyard. I dunno about bringing some chair I can buy. That's too much to bring. I don't know of a public area to sit, especially in the dark. A lot of the areas are fenced off, really I think they all are. Yea. I can just get my table ready to eat on and then heat up the stuff quickly. I think I will do that then. I'm hungry now though and wanted to eat in private. I wonder if I will get something you don't heat up as well then.
So I'm waiting for my face to get better. Well now I could even talk about it, as I always could had. I never noticed about the thing where I was afraid of pore strips... Hey another good thing about waiting is I can get out when the family is in a subdued mood. I should e-mail them from my AOL. My German foreign exchange student has an AOL. It's not a huge deal, but I guess I should then. Obviously I'll be on tonight around midnight and likely ... sooner ... however unfortunate. Another thing I notice is I could use some new clothes then so that maybe we can go to the mall tomorrow where I will get some casual walking clothes. This outfit was really for working out in. That's something I could do, but I'm particularly hungry. I should add to my dad that I need a breakfast bar and stool. I could wait because of the things I have to clear away. It's just that it's there, the space. We saw some things at the store. That way I kinda base my life on posting online, watching those DVDs from Netflix that I like, buying DVDs at the store to watch with my brother, ... getting a sound system set up, as well.
So I think I want to go to the mall tomorrow. Maybe my dad can take me to the place to see the breakfast bars. That's easy to move in. I'm really not picky with furniture specifics. I know online had like a gallery of breakfast bars and the vanities. Anyway, I have the closet mirrors. Like, I don't need a back, and I don't care if there's a cushion. I just know they sell breakfast bars. It's a little like living in a hotel or dorm. Plus, after this I have plenty of room to jam to music. I want basically a sound system that can go louder if need be, and I will mostly be using headphones. I haven't checked out the webcam on this, but it's here. They do sell cheap things you can videorecord with, but that's not highly necessary. I could take segments of cats or rippling water.
I'll probably nap on my couch. I don't need another shower right now. I have to put away my laundry and wash my work-out stuff if possible. I had been feeling so sick from being stuck in my room with scarcely working internet or so it would seem. I may post. I may not. I'm starting to think Alice in Wonderland is for babies, but I will post after I finish reading. It's hard for me to believe there is not much to read. I want to read the Twilight books. I think that's all, though. That's all I have. I am not too interested in Lewis Carroll. That was my security question for all these accounts. Well I know I have my old Facebook accounts to which there's a complicated e-mail I can't remember. I had not been able to access something I thought, but maybe I did. I'm content, but I would be embarrassed if someone figured it out.
Well it's almost a good time for a walk. I'm kind of antsy, like maybe my brother wants to go with me. I have enough time to go to the mall, but I think my dad would want to go tomorrow instead since I will need more time. The thing is people will really notice if I walk now to someplace. Well there's only one area I know of. I probably will go anyway after like lying down and stuff.
Sorry for another boring blog post. At least I've gotten facts together now. It's mainly practice for my writing. Now I'm better apparently and not just like stuck here with these things that I've already been through.
To continue, I think it's very interesting there's cold sandwiches there. I do like the non-meat stuff, for all the non-animal-eating people. It's good for your heart. I don't find meat indulgence so much as an irresponsibility. I work out and have to eat it because I need to eat out. I can't find everything at a grocery store. I think I should get a job as a cook.
So seriously I will read. I may spend the time checking IMDb though not posting on the Soapbox unless I find someone there. I'm such a Facebook MySpace person. Like I like the fan groups like just saying you liked something and trying to get into a discussion over time. Most of my issues right now are with time and my laptop says exactly 6:00 P.M.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Couch
The setup is great. Sure it's right up against the mirror, but I can see my whole body.
I left my drawers as is, as for the trash can. Looks like I'm getting a breakfast bar and possibly sporting a minifridge.
I realize there are problems with my room. My brother just got in black bed things.
So my old laptop was breaking. I really want a good Apple, the more expensive one, a total of $5,000. I assume the TV stuff is $1,000.
There is nothing wrong with my room. I mean I have a nice dresser from when my dad was a baby. Each thing is fine. They don't sell special things, like tables with gel in it.
Oh yea I ended up coming back since it was raining. I heard thunder and it was cool and felt like Fort Lauderdale. It was cold but not at all uncomfortable.
Well I better get going.
I left my drawers as is, as for the trash can. Looks like I'm getting a breakfast bar and possibly sporting a minifridge.
I realize there are problems with my room. My brother just got in black bed things.
So my old laptop was breaking. I really want a good Apple, the more expensive one, a total of $5,000. I assume the TV stuff is $1,000.
There is nothing wrong with my room. I mean I have a nice dresser from when my dad was a baby. Each thing is fine. They don't sell special things, like tables with gel in it.
Oh yea I ended up coming back since it was raining. I heard thunder and it was cool and felt like Fort Lauderdale. It was cold but not at all uncomfortable.
Well I better get going.
Busy
So I found it disturbing that when I asked my mom if I got Barnes & Noble mail she had it. Then I asked if she had Borders mail and no. So now my Wal-Mart reciept for the credit line for $1,000 has not come in as the card. It was my member card and the other two are credit cards.
I'm moving my table back by the mirror. It's flexible because my drawers are partly behind where the door opens. I wonder if my dad's in a hurry to get a computer. So, I'll be pretty close to my TV screen. I guess that saves money for sure. My couch just fits on the wall by the drawers, but this way the table is where I can see the closet mirror. The thing is to get a long flat wall in case I have to pick out a flat TV. I assume they still sell old ones, but like the old computers maybe not where we live. I saw nothing like that.
Tonight I think I'll go to 7-11.
I plucked and strummed a guitar today without being set up.
Well okay so I'm moving my couch.
I'm moving my table back by the mirror. It's flexible because my drawers are partly behind where the door opens. I wonder if my dad's in a hurry to get a computer. So, I'll be pretty close to my TV screen. I guess that saves money for sure. My couch just fits on the wall by the drawers, but this way the table is where I can see the closet mirror. The thing is to get a long flat wall in case I have to pick out a flat TV. I assume they still sell old ones, but like the old computers maybe not where we live. I saw nothing like that.
Tonight I think I'll go to 7-11.
I plucked and strummed a guitar today without being set up.
Well okay so I'm moving my couch.
I'm off til midnight or so
I should be back on around then. I'm supposed to be back around 10 and sometimes I guess could be 11 since I walk with my brother where we drive until around 10 now. I feel catsy and have to go out before I go insane. I'm usually curfewing to before midnight, 11:30-ish. If I'm tired I wait to shower.
Any moment my dad could come home, possibly several minutes or a quarter of an hour. I'll have to not mow the lawn maybe unless I feel better. I'm going for a walk. If I'm back which I likely am I will mow the lawn then and then walk with my brother.
Any moment my dad could come home, possibly several minutes or a quarter of an hour. I'll have to not mow the lawn maybe unless I feel better. I'm going for a walk. If I'm back which I likely am I will mow the lawn then and then walk with my brother.
Unfortunately, it is still very loud
I will leave to go for a walk and possibly ask my brother since he's apparently had a rough day. Plus, that means my laundry is still in there, the washer and dryer, not much in the washer. I had to hang my things there since I need to get more hangers and I have my real outfits dry yeah.
A Day on the Computer
So it's a day on my parents' computer.
I came back in here I think at 3:00 P.M. or maybe 3:15 P.M. My dad gets home at 5:00 P.M. or so... It is now exactly 4:25 P.M. My brother has been clanging every few seconds since. There's a break now for about a minute. Maybe he is done since my dad will be home. I left out some things I assume he took care of. I was so tired. I am going to take a walk.
All I need to get at Wal-Mart is more sports sun protection. My outfits should be ready.
I am sad about not going to the movies. I saw Harry Potter was 1 and Ice Age was 2 and then there's Transformers/Bruno.
I came back in here I think at 3:00 P.M. or maybe 3:15 P.M. My dad gets home at 5:00 P.M. or so... It is now exactly 4:25 P.M. My brother has been clanging every few seconds since. There's a break now for about a minute. Maybe he is done since my dad will be home. I left out some things I assume he took care of. I was so tired. I am going to take a walk.
All I need to get at Wal-Mart is more sports sun protection. My outfits should be ready.
I am sad about not going to the movies. I saw Harry Potter was 1 and Ice Age was 2 and then there's Transformers/Bruno.
Interesting ... Things
It was nice this morning. It's 2:28 P.M. I just almost finished our pudding pie, chocolate with chocolate crust, and now it's hot inside the house. I guess I'll go cook while my brother's showering.
Getting Off
I just don't know what happened. I started feeling good and all of a sudden people were mean to me. I was so embarrassed about my face when my dad came in and covered it.
I see things I should not have seen. I should not have done those things. I need something to help me relax. There's this house I pass with a covered pool in the back. I can go do my laundry and have a day, later go for a walk with my brother. I don't need to use him as I can use the mall probably next weekend unless my face suddenly gets better though it may not as I need to keep active and out. I just can't just go to sleep I mean.
I really want that Apple. I explained to my dad and before I left came back and pointed out that the point was that a laptop breaks right away, I don't take my laptop places, ... so I want the more expensive Apple real computer and the smaller screen probably. The only reason to get the larger one now I see (I said I didn't know much about the screen but probably a smaller one) well I think 20 is good enough. It is just maybe I will so I feel I get my money worth. That's what I want and I'll let him cut it. I wonder if he assumes he'll get it next before moving to a new house, a good computer that won't break as quickly. So $1,000 for a TV & DVD. It's all under $10,000, a cheap college tuition. Good tuition in the states is $20,000-$30,000. Mine was $27,000 maybe. I had the second highest scholarship all four years, if I went back would have it back.
I just got up and looked in my parents' mirror. I only see one door, which hides the other, sorta more than halfway covering a side.
Yea it's almost like a heat stroke. I might go eat while my brother watches some TV. So yea I expect to use this again by 5 PM since I can. Hm I wonder what that ... brushing noise was. Let's hope this's a better day. Oh from the kitchen area, or it's from the living area there, same area.
The only thing was I needed sunblock, which is quick.
So, I make $200 a month if I work full-time. Sorry, well yes. It sounds like the kitchen is being used...
Okay, so ... $2,000 a year. My dad is then buying me a computer because I am always in my room. I need to get out, but first I need to get better. People needed to be nicer to me. My dad is excited about a nicer computer because I think he can use it when I don't.
I want to be a film actress, so I need to study more films or go to the movies and stuff. I know I don't just spend a lot, though, never did. So, this is like an expense for me. $5,000 is a big hunk of money. Technically it's around just that much, a very loany price. I'll ask for that in a loan, or with that credit card they had.
I see things I should not have seen. I should not have done those things. I need something to help me relax. There's this house I pass with a covered pool in the back. I can go do my laundry and have a day, later go for a walk with my brother. I don't need to use him as I can use the mall probably next weekend unless my face suddenly gets better though it may not as I need to keep active and out. I just can't just go to sleep I mean.
I really want that Apple. I explained to my dad and before I left came back and pointed out that the point was that a laptop breaks right away, I don't take my laptop places, ... so I want the more expensive Apple real computer and the smaller screen probably. The only reason to get the larger one now I see (I said I didn't know much about the screen but probably a smaller one) well I think 20 is good enough. It is just maybe I will so I feel I get my money worth. That's what I want and I'll let him cut it. I wonder if he assumes he'll get it next before moving to a new house, a good computer that won't break as quickly. So $1,000 for a TV & DVD. It's all under $10,000, a cheap college tuition. Good tuition in the states is $20,000-$30,000. Mine was $27,000 maybe. I had the second highest scholarship all four years, if I went back would have it back.
I just got up and looked in my parents' mirror. I only see one door, which hides the other, sorta more than halfway covering a side.
Yea it's almost like a heat stroke. I might go eat while my brother watches some TV. So yea I expect to use this again by 5 PM since I can. Hm I wonder what that ... brushing noise was. Let's hope this's a better day. Oh from the kitchen area, or it's from the living area there, same area.
The only thing was I needed sunblock, which is quick.
So, I make $200 a month if I work full-time. Sorry, well yes. It sounds like the kitchen is being used...
Okay, so ... $2,000 a year. My dad is then buying me a computer because I am always in my room. I need to get out, but first I need to get better. People needed to be nicer to me. My dad is excited about a nicer computer because I think he can use it when I don't.
I want to be a film actress, so I need to study more films or go to the movies and stuff. I know I don't just spend a lot, though, never did. So, this is like an expense for me. $5,000 is a big hunk of money. Technically it's around just that much, a very loany price. I'll ask for that in a loan, or with that credit card they had.
Okay
Should I go back to sleep? I hear my brother woke up when my dad left. I didn't even eat yet. I hope he's quiet or something. He won't be going anywhere. I thought I had the day sorta, but of course not. It's heated out, as well.
I'm obviously wanting more online than eating. We might have milk to make a pudding pie, but yea I guess I can mix it up with him there. I am tired but shouldn't go back to sleep. I mean all this. I just told my dad my face is almost better and I'm not cutting my hair which is growing in and seeing a dermatologist when I'm better. This implies I hope they don't pull out my hair to get rid of blackheads. Why isn't this going around? It's either you can or you can't. It sounds like another month of hats to me. Girls with short hair always sport hats. It's so funny. There were these girls at our theater, sisters, whose dad was president. They had shaved hair. The oldest shaved all hers later. Well I can see it's healthy or is at a time. I was pretty good with mine and not sure why I got a bob when my brother was born then. I mean really it used to be okay and not so after. I should have it the same length right at/on my shoulders. The color is dark, black, reddish, with an orange clear-ish glow, perfectly healthy.
Um okay I wonder what my brother isup to now. This is so unfair. Am I gonna feel harrassed? Will I get mixed messages because I don't want to be there? What's this noise?
I'm obviously wanting more online than eating. We might have milk to make a pudding pie, but yea I guess I can mix it up with him there. I am tired but shouldn't go back to sleep. I mean all this. I just told my dad my face is almost better and I'm not cutting my hair which is growing in and seeing a dermatologist when I'm better. This implies I hope they don't pull out my hair to get rid of blackheads. Why isn't this going around? It's either you can or you can't. It sounds like another month of hats to me. Girls with short hair always sport hats. It's so funny. There were these girls at our theater, sisters, whose dad was president. They had shaved hair. The oldest shaved all hers later. Well I can see it's healthy or is at a time. I was pretty good with mine and not sure why I got a bob when my brother was born then. I mean really it used to be okay and not so after. I should have it the same length right at/on my shoulders. The color is dark, black, reddish, with an orange clear-ish glow, perfectly healthy.
Um okay I wonder what my brother isup to now. This is so unfair. Am I gonna feel harrassed? Will I get mixed messages because I don't want to be there? What's this noise?
New Router?
My dad just asked if I wanted to see Harry Potter. I said maybe but probably not. Well, delayed reaction that I can't sorta. Then he said he didn't install the router. When I crashed my laptop, I got this tiny one that doesn't work, neither. Then, we were gonna get a computer but I later moved a couch into my room. I said initially I wanted a separate TV, but he suggested a Blu-Ray, which is mainly what this store has. I said I wanted Blu-Ray, but I mean a combined thing like a computer. The screen moniters all say Blu-Ray along this wall. So, he spoke to a dude about Apples for a couple hours then a black lady by them. He said his little sister did things like YouTubes on Apple or those advanced things. I said I didn't yet. Well, I guess I would. So, I was able to check my e-mail. He sent me one earlier from work. Then I got one saying the router wasn't being installed until Wednesday. He got it on the 4th. So, now it's not.
Wow I wonder when my brother's waking up. My dad had just gotten home when I finished my posts.
Yea, I wanna get hi speed internet and power backup. They have it combined, but I probably will ask for it separately.
So I want the $200 I mean $1 200 Mac screen which is 20".
Hey what's the dael.
I mean there's 24" or laptops. the bigger one is $1500.
Okay ... so what was the deal with stuff ... like since I don't wanna see a movie what aboutthe movies I ended up seeing? Hm.
I thought I might take a walk and need to eat. I haven't heard my brother up. It's noon, 4 after.
So the thing is the computer is hard bcause ... hey why did my dad say they had this screen at the old house when ... I don't remember using a flat one nor them gettingit before the storm? That'
s not funny.
bcause...the keybpad is laborituoyus.
I'm just not feeling good. Why are people always like making e reactions to me?
Okay, so, I woneder if I go to the mall. Ihave some laundry wiating for it I walk to night. I can hearthe kitchen because the fan isn't in this room.
Im. Why do people here saythings under their breath to me?
I know wedidn't have this moniter at the house before thehurricane. Maybe in their room but no! Itdoes look cheap lole we gotit. I kinda remember we had something now. I guess I didn't touch it and used oit less I mean. Now I "want" one. I want it to post on IDb, though and like MySpace and Facebook. I even wanna get a hi5 an D Friendster, getb ack old friends. Yea and Twitter.
Yea I just would had forgotten but I dunno he musthad you know?
Okay, how about something good? Yea, I wanna eat. I can do laundry. I took a bath. I had a shower. I want to go to Wal-Mart. My dad said I could mow the lawn at 6ish or something I forget now. Oh it's by the door still. 8 I could go to Wal-Mart, but I can already wear what I have so maybe not then. I think not. I would go with him for ice cream. So I just miss Harry Potter. I want my hair to grow back in. I might just read and sleep. Let's see. I have Netflix to go through.
When I'm better, I could visit a dermatologist office. I wanna see what's offered.
Yea I really wanna do that. I have to dry that new outfit, however, and like I'm stuck avoiding noise like and if my brother wakes up and uses the kitchen then. My legs and feet were sore and now my arms are from this heavy keypad. It's heavier than any piano. It's nice exercise. I thought my dad had a laptop, so maybe this is for my petite (short) yoga mom.
Hm. I wonder what's going on. I hope my dad doesn't hear me type. I know he can't because of the fan and the door's closed. Mm. Why do things keep coming up randomly? Like, why didn't I get a computer while having a working laptop, then try to answer me that, anyway? anyone...
Hm I had told my dad when I got back that I asked my brother about where to work. Hm. Well. Yea. I wonder. Um. I have a real problem with my race I mean face right now though. I really want that computer. What it means for me is something like well that's just it. I want us to get a car. I'm confident that I'll get better sooner. I've learned to deal with things. I was asking m6 brother if ... ... if .... hm is my dad eating or cooking lots or rice that's ard? Oh I totally forgetthough.
Um. Why are people dissing me for what I want to achieve in regards to my type of maturity development? I never even did anything wrong. I just want privacy I mean ... I don't like mixed signals of feelings for me ... hm. Um I'm getting so tired of these signals. Um. Is that a humming melody? Guitar? No.? CD.?
Okay so my wish for now. So I need a thing to put a TV on and the computer stuff, probably possibly or not a new desk. This one is the keyboard holder with a nice black top that's like square. I see it's nice to have the hamper where I can take it out often.
Whats the mixed mingling signals? Ah I need it in my room. For some reason sound bounces here morethan my room in ways like because ofthe fan. My fans. I keep one on more that's cheaperbut in there I use the towerf or me.
So yesterday I carved the path to the 7-11, lost, backin a h our like my mom said. We were andusually are back 1/2 hour late,so I was 1/2 hour past maybe a more expected time really an hour then since we stay out that much, my brtohther and y.
Well okay for now.
Wow I wonder when my brother's waking up. My dad had just gotten home when I finished my posts.
Yea, I wanna get hi speed internet and power backup. They have it combined, but I probably will ask for it separately.
So I want the $200 I mean $1 200 Mac screen which is 20".
Hey what's the dael.
I mean there's 24" or laptops. the bigger one is $1500.
Okay ... so what was the deal with stuff ... like since I don't wanna see a movie what aboutthe movies I ended up seeing? Hm.
I thought I might take a walk and need to eat. I haven't heard my brother up. It's noon, 4 after.
So the thing is the computer is hard bcause ... hey why did my dad say they had this screen at the old house when ... I don't remember using a flat one nor them gettingit before the storm? That'
s not funny.
bcause...the keybpad is laborituoyus.
I'm just not feeling good. Why are people always like making e reactions to me?
Okay, so, I woneder if I go to the mall. Ihave some laundry wiating for it I walk to night. I can hearthe kitchen because the fan isn't in this room.
Im. Why do people here saythings under their breath to me?
I know wedidn't have this moniter at the house before thehurricane. Maybe in their room but no! Itdoes look cheap lole we gotit. I kinda remember we had something now. I guess I didn't touch it and used oit less I mean. Now I "want" one. I want it to post on IDb, though and like MySpace and Facebook. I even wanna get a hi5 an D Friendster, getb ack old friends. Yea and Twitter.
Yea I just would had forgotten but I dunno he musthad you know?
Okay, how about something good? Yea, I wanna eat. I can do laundry. I took a bath. I had a shower. I want to go to Wal-Mart. My dad said I could mow the lawn at 6ish or something I forget now. Oh it's by the door still. 8 I could go to Wal-Mart, but I can already wear what I have so maybe not then. I think not. I would go with him for ice cream. So I just miss Harry Potter. I want my hair to grow back in. I might just read and sleep. Let's see. I have Netflix to go through.
When I'm better, I could visit a dermatologist office. I wanna see what's offered.
Yea I really wanna do that. I have to dry that new outfit, however, and like I'm stuck avoiding noise like and if my brother wakes up and uses the kitchen then. My legs and feet were sore and now my arms are from this heavy keypad. It's heavier than any piano. It's nice exercise. I thought my dad had a laptop, so maybe this is for my petite (short) yoga mom.
Hm. I wonder what's going on. I hope my dad doesn't hear me type. I know he can't because of the fan and the door's closed. Mm. Why do things keep coming up randomly? Like, why didn't I get a computer while having a working laptop, then try to answer me that, anyway? anyone...
Hm I had told my dad when I got back that I asked my brother about where to work. Hm. Well. Yea. I wonder. Um. I have a real problem with my race I mean face right now though. I really want that computer. What it means for me is something like well that's just it. I want us to get a car. I'm confident that I'll get better sooner. I've learned to deal with things. I was asking m6 brother if ... ... if .... hm is my dad eating or cooking lots or rice that's ard? Oh I totally forgetthough.
Um. Why are people dissing me for what I want to achieve in regards to my type of maturity development? I never even did anything wrong. I just want privacy I mean ... I don't like mixed signals of feelings for me ... hm. Um I'm getting so tired of these signals. Um. Is that a humming melody? Guitar? No.? CD.?
Okay so my wish for now. So I need a thing to put a TV on and the computer stuff, probably possibly or not a new desk. This one is the keyboard holder with a nice black top that's like square. I see it's nice to have the hamper where I can take it out often.
Whats the mixed mingling signals? Ah I need it in my room. For some reason sound bounces here morethan my room in ways like because ofthe fan. My fans. I keep one on more that's cheaperbut in there I use the towerf or me.
So yesterday I carved the path to the 7-11, lost, backin a h our like my mom said. We were andusually are back 1/2 hour late,so I was 1/2 hour past maybe a more expected time really an hour then since we stay out that much, my brtohther and y.
Well okay for now.
Back at 11:50 P.M. on the dot
(While My Last Blog Posts
Let's see, so what kind of hat goes with nice casual pants that's non-discreet? Yea, the back of my neck is peeling and I no longer go out for my walks without sunblock.
So as I was telling my brother, yea there's that 7-11 we could go to.)
Do you realize that when someone feels a certain way was the connotation on how to behave or learn to do so? Why would someone pointedly attack you all the time? Are they uncoordinated? Like, I keep seeing revelations. I never felt totally new to people on the IMDb Soapbox. I never thought that suggesting saying something halfway about me would connotate feeling that way. Everyone online is so mean. You don't have to leave off saying someone is stupid to be cool. In fact that's inhumane. I have every right to call people here stupid or to wonder if something is unfair. That's what I'm juggling lopsidedly.
Okay, the Soapbox. I realize it's a place to take things slow, but I know that people think there are times it's not. Why aren't people judging stuff? Why do they come up with other views and then say that they knew everything a poster said if it's right just to make them comfortable. I'm just kinda in a warzone.
While I'm thinking of it, my dead skin pulled out a small hair.
I assume it's all blackheads supposedly, though I also assume not.
Like, if you're on about something like why do you decide it's not important to include someone new? Why would you come online every day to fight and start new fights with new people? I just mean if someone new comes in. It's not a show of an old poster at another old poster. What am I supposed to say? I don't want to get attacked for saying something that's okay because someone decided not to like me. Someone decided not to talk to me. Someone didn't answer midway. Did I mention the guy with the beer belly who said he needed to be over walking with me after I waved, when he said to pick up the pace ... I said I used to walk from midnight - 6. He said isn't it hot and I said it makes my hair grow in. I said I shaved it because I dyed it. The conversation had left off. He was also across the road. This was an older guy with white hair who was rather tall but not too gigantic, just you know a real person IMHO (in my humble opinion.)
That's just odd. I mean I read this guy's posts, all of them. There were some delete tactics.
Ah my post was deleted that ended in incessant from my computer freezing.
So, I got size small stuff to work out in, white shorts and the lose short sleeve shirt, which unfortunately has bands on the sleeves, just elastic andnot another color. It has holes in it sorta but not really and is very thin. The shorts are from the gym shorts rack. I got long black pants with a black hood with white mesh in the hood.
Eoeoi I mean wow it was quiet when I got back but people were awake.
I got a white stretch cap, thin, and just this neat hat in case I get an outfit for it that was an ending clearance of it. So, there were bags in clearance for $50-$30. There was a drawstring of it, but I noticed it. I have the Wal-Mart black bag. So it was a North brand with three words. There were some black ones and this light brown one. I got both. It's the same kind of material. The reason I got it was because it has all these little flags patched on, including the U.K. and probably Japan if it's the red ball and so forth. It's bigger, though and to the side more, whereas the Wal-Mart one has mesh in the front and is all black. Also, it has a velcrow for the cell phone whereas this has two elastic things, I guess for water.
My net is taking awhile to sign in. Maybe I need to restart.
So, basically I noticed I never wanted a laptop and want the expensive Apple.
I might go lie down and probably fall asleep.
I did not yet see if Apple has printers.
So, yea, I says I don't want an Apple laptop. 1/2 my life was that Apple computers aren't good and that you should get the more expensive one. The other thing is that I'm not asking for another car for myself. I want to earn one so I can use it for work supposedly. I don't buy much of anything. The other issue is that Apples are okay and are an issue. So, I asked my dad for the expensive Apple, no particular comment since I just explained the benefits. I said I
Let's see, so what kind of hat goes with nice casual pants that's non-discreet? Yea, the back of my neck is peeling and I no longer go out for my walks without sunblock.
So as I was telling my brother, yea there's that 7-11 we could go to.)
Do you realize that when someone feels a certain way was the connotation on how to behave or learn to do so? Why would someone pointedly attack you all the time? Are they uncoordinated? Like, I keep seeing revelations. I never felt totally new to people on the IMDb Soapbox. I never thought that suggesting saying something halfway about me would connotate feeling that way. Everyone online is so mean. You don't have to leave off saying someone is stupid to be cool. In fact that's inhumane. I have every right to call people here stupid or to wonder if something is unfair. That's what I'm juggling lopsidedly.
Okay, the Soapbox. I realize it's a place to take things slow, but I know that people think there are times it's not. Why aren't people judging stuff? Why do they come up with other views and then say that they knew everything a poster said if it's right just to make them comfortable. I'm just kinda in a warzone.
While I'm thinking of it, my dead skin pulled out a small hair.
I assume it's all blackheads supposedly, though I also assume not.
Like, if you're on about something like why do you decide it's not important to include someone new? Why would you come online every day to fight and start new fights with new people? I just mean if someone new comes in. It's not a show of an old poster at another old poster. What am I supposed to say? I don't want to get attacked for saying something that's okay because someone decided not to like me. Someone decided not to talk to me. Someone didn't answer midway. Did I mention the guy with the beer belly who said he needed to be over walking with me after I waved, when he said to pick up the pace ... I said I used to walk from midnight - 6. He said isn't it hot and I said it makes my hair grow in. I said I shaved it because I dyed it. The conversation had left off. He was also across the road. This was an older guy with white hair who was rather tall but not too gigantic, just you know a real person IMHO (in my humble opinion.)
That's just odd. I mean I read this guy's posts, all of them. There were some delete tactics.
Ah my post was deleted that ended in incessant from my computer freezing.
So, I got size small stuff to work out in, white shorts and the lose short sleeve shirt, which unfortunately has bands on the sleeves, just elastic andnot another color. It has holes in it sorta but not really and is very thin. The shorts are from the gym shorts rack. I got long black pants with a black hood with white mesh in the hood.
Eoeoi I mean wow it was quiet when I got back but people were awake.
I got a white stretch cap, thin, and just this neat hat in case I get an outfit for it that was an ending clearance of it. So, there were bags in clearance for $50-$30. There was a drawstring of it, but I noticed it. I have the Wal-Mart black bag. So it was a North brand with three words. There were some black ones and this light brown one. I got both. It's the same kind of material. The reason I got it was because it has all these little flags patched on, including the U.K. and probably Japan if it's the red ball and so forth. It's bigger, though and to the side more, whereas the Wal-Mart one has mesh in the front and is all black. Also, it has a velcrow for the cell phone whereas this has two elastic things, I guess for water.
My net is taking awhile to sign in. Maybe I need to restart.
So, basically I noticed I never wanted a laptop and want the expensive Apple.
I might go lie down and probably fall asleep.
I did not yet see if Apple has printers.
So, yea, I says I don't want an Apple laptop. 1/2 my life was that Apple computers aren't good and that you should get the more expensive one. The other thing is that I'm not asking for another car for myself. I want to earn one so I can use it for work supposedly. I don't buy much of anything. The other issue is that Apples are okay and are an issue. So, I asked my dad for the expensive Apple, no particular comment since I just explained the benefits. I said I
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Um
My hair needs waxing? I'm sorry but I can't see a dermatologist yet and I've never heard you could pull out all your hair. My feelings are that it should slide if times are hard. I just don't know if it's as serious as blood-letting.
Hm. Looks like I'll take another evening walk and then to the store with my brother, the sports store for a sports outfit. The other was to go to this clothing store that's there for a hat. The other is Wal-Mart for more sunblock. I could get a toy or treat, go to McDonald's, but my brother sometimes wants to go home early, probably not this time, though.. I'm getting ready. I just have this one big blackhead in the middle of my nose, like the long part, since seeing "Laverne & Shirley," and I found I don't need to treat my face each time. I can just use water. It's getting better more. I don't need it anywhere but my nose mainly. I almost don't think I'll need a dermatologist. I have proof. I told my brother it comes out naturally, but that pore strips help. There's the rumor commonly that pore strips have setbacks at the same tame, though are necessary. The guns don't work. I don't think anything exists for this surgery because people don't care. I'm sure they could do something. The hair removal only goes for 1/2 year or permanently. I assume there is no way to get the blackheads out of the hair. I realized that blackheads are like pimples. You can't totally want to free anything. Like, I should be more concerned about my hair growing in so I can get a job because I don't want to go back to school.
Other issues in life? It's just a little time. I have some pimples on my body, but not puss. I have rashes, as well.
So, really, I want to have hair. I don't know about pulling it out. I've heard people wouldn't do it I thought it seemed. I would never pull out hair one by one. It does fall out naturally. I've never had any bad grease. I believe in some grease buildup, though mostly it should have washed away in the shower. It's not a part of me and is not something I see. I realize it could hinder my confidence, but it's not an issue in and of itself. I'm not pulling out my eyelashes, for instance.
The other issue is I would have wanted to do it sooner. It just seems that people ... like you can't expect the problem not to come back. You can take things directly from the face. Pulling hair out is simply unnatural. I used the root shampoo and it helped. I know cutting hair is hygienic, but like when it's long it's easier to come out. The other problem is more hair falls out without any blackheads, though. Also ...
I guess the real issue is that there is no issue. The issue is that we've all had our lives and don't want the fact that a problem exists for us in relating in the world to discredit our lives in some way if that were possible. Yea and notice how I say if.
...
Yes, Dad, I need a computer because I post online and it makes me need to use the restroom. Today I just told my brother I didn't tell my dad I recently realized my computer freezes every 5 minutes, this little laptop. I said maybe he wouldn't have spent on that router or whatever it is, well that's what it's called I mean though... It's that feeling I had with my old laptop with my old posting habigs. Our computer from before the hurricane is well. I now know for a fact that laptops are no good. My only suggestion was that a small laptop, which this is, or a larger one would work, but alas no that's not what a laptop is and I don't take this anywhere with me.
Yes, Dad ... I'm tired. I'm tired of blogging to fill in the time. It's a good work-out for my brain, but there's a time to quit and a time to sort out the needs in life. My only suggestion would be if he could, which he can't transfer files from the old computer and then get a new one for either
...
Okay, so I'm upset. Yea, I can't edit the Blogger thing to fix the broken links as a hint for those who don't know. I may before I leave. I should wait and go with my brother for a walk and maybe ask for a late night out since I'm feeling up to it. I don't even know why I'm going, 3 stores for 3 things under the wire?
It's just that it loads that part slow.
So I'm mainly worried that a computer keeps going but this could just totally crash in ways. I just don't wanna pop the question. Okay, my mom and brother have new cell phones. My brother takes his laptop out. One was stolen, as well. This was January 2008. So, my dad has one. I have the same one, which is my second or maybe third hand-me-down.
So what will I do today then? Wal-Mart for extra sunblock? Maybe if I go to the sports store. I could go straight for the clothes store, yea, just to see if there's hats. If not, then it's sports store. Then, it's Wal-Mart.
Okay, I know cheaper laptop I mean Apples ... I mean I know the ones at the school library broke, in ways sooner, though at first seem better. What's the joke? Yea, Florida is kinda shakey to begin with. I need a platform for the computer machine part.
Like, ... I dunno. It's too much to ask for now. I haven't earned part, but they have said magic credit card instead.
It does almost seem like too much. It's just that there is no computer for me to access. It's in my parents' room. I'm sure they'll get me one to pay off. I do the chores, anyway. I make it a priority. I just have to not damage it. I just have a little left for me to move.
Well Blogger does load and so does this ... yea IMDb ... if you wait. There it is already.
So part of the issue I need the right computer. I'm getting dressed up to get it, waiting for this blackhead to leave. See, it's true. It's a hard part of my nose. I had so many. Before it was unspeakable. I am very clean, like it's not like I have random pus on my body or anything of the sort, a few skinny skin like pinches long and thin that I have gotten taken off before, plus this colored one taken off on my collar area.
So I'm so excited all ready for the mall. The new implication is that you can't take off all the blackheads in your hair part at once and that I need to work and that it had been falling out too much as hair already. It does fall out of its own. Just changing your lifestyle does that, though, though it could take some years. So, with blackheads on the face that's rather obvious. I don't think I had them at 9-10-11, though I assume I did. I mean then I could honestly say I should had checked it up. I'm sure I can get back to where I was then without thinking too much of it in that way, like oof I had them I mean ooh. It's all a result of moving then, everything. It's a good move, though, but the mistakes came in a bad way. Maybe it was necessary. I mean ya know I had so many benefits in growing up then. Ya so-to-speak, like.
So I can go for another walk now. I know this is a disgusting blog, but hay what the hay? Hoo? I mean this is all just fact, no hay hoo or implication.
What about the connotation like 11 years of blackheads, what about not doing my head? Am I seemingly disgusting? My face pores is not my hair. I can grow more hair, I think, too, like having more fine hair as in more hair count. I caught a hair at the tip of my nose pore, a black one. It's all lifestyle and choices, pleasing others at all times. I would had done my blackheads if I thought that washing more with the acne stuff wouldn't help, like the pimples would had popped and got in my schedule, homework and all then an issue. Really I'm on the brink of being better.
People keep snapping at me while I have problems with things they shouldn't.
The reason I wanted to go to the mall was to get bath things. That takes care of a lot. I wear sunblock now all over out and it made me stronger. It's sports protection, only 30 SPF. It's excellent. My skin was like this shiny pulsing gray, you know?
Okay, well I'll post and get out.
I probably should apologize for what I did because I wasn't feeling okay at all. I got mad at no internet for intervals. I need a new computer, but it proves I can't stand without as of now in ways. It seems I could be almost there, but like for instance you know some places is hard. (Hm I just realized I need to shave my moustache area. What could this imply? How do they surgically remove hair? It's permanent right? Also, I'm too sick to go out. I wonder if that means later I'll be in a hat for a year. That's not okay. I want to not have my hair removed, but I feel that that may be.)
Hm. Okay. So, what did I do to get something to be mad at then that wasn't an accident - nothing. Answers that right away.. Now, what to do about the situation? Well, I dunno. I might go post on another board, [i]Alice in Wonderland[/i] which I'm famous for working on, reading the cool books on it and doing all my art for it. I learn things from it, as well. There are things I don't do that's not okay of course. So, it's okay because I have 3 stores to hit, might hit'em all tonight even. I still have to move stuff around my room I know... Um.... Well.. Yea. I just don't know how to ask to get a computer. So an Apple I should look up the screen that's smaller... Um.... Well I know the big one is $1500 and I guess my dad might want the good Apple for me to use in my room which is $3500. I'll have just to ask for that. He'll use that credit card that charges maybe as a loan. I mean not a loan necesarily but yea I guess that's what a credit card kinda is. So then I have also to corale maybe prior the TV & first its stand, also I have to coordinate a Blu-Ray. That's it. I'm also not using my old printer. I have to think about this. Like, when I move the stuff maybe tonight or tomorrow afternoon I can find a way for putting a printer to print maps. The last two I had had scanners. So, a computer screen fits on my table. A TV stand goes next to it, with a prop for the computer between. The other suggestion is well there is none this is the biggest wall. I dunno, maybe the drawers could go behind the couch. Then I have the trash bin though and the waste basket. Um. Okay. So then maybe just then I should move the oh yea the drawers aren't good here. I need to think a good arrangement with this. So, I have the printer to go maybe on another stand next to the computer. Yea it has to be. It would have to have an extension even if possible, which I assume is. Even, the computer not sure how far that would go. It would be good to try to keep close. So that's it I need to set up the arrangement. I only saw the flat wide TVs, too. Obviously, I'm not getting a bigger one, though they all seemed big really. People think it's not an issue, as though it were impossible, though it is not. I assume I'll get something done tonight, have a nice walk. I surely am not staying here. I can walk on my own, but part of the thing was the trip to get more stuff. It's to be ready with a question in advance then. Okay, bye, I'm doing that! Be back either for before I go at 8 or I guess like 7:30 as it's 6:43 P.M.
Also, as I told my brother, there's plates of things that fell off my head and seemingly like blackheads. Lots of stuff, but it's not disgusting. It's peeling from the sun, too.
Wow toggling helps. I have so much in my head. I mean on it.
I've tried posting this about 5 times.
Hm. Looks like I'll take another evening walk and then to the store with my brother, the sports store for a sports outfit. The other was to go to this clothing store that's there for a hat. The other is Wal-Mart for more sunblock. I could get a toy or treat, go to McDonald's, but my brother sometimes wants to go home early, probably not this time, though.. I'm getting ready. I just have this one big blackhead in the middle of my nose, like the long part, since seeing "Laverne & Shirley," and I found I don't need to treat my face each time. I can just use water. It's getting better more. I don't need it anywhere but my nose mainly. I almost don't think I'll need a dermatologist. I have proof. I told my brother it comes out naturally, but that pore strips help. There's the rumor commonly that pore strips have setbacks at the same tame, though are necessary. The guns don't work. I don't think anything exists for this surgery because people don't care. I'm sure they could do something. The hair removal only goes for 1/2 year or permanently. I assume there is no way to get the blackheads out of the hair. I realized that blackheads are like pimples. You can't totally want to free anything. Like, I should be more concerned about my hair growing in so I can get a job because I don't want to go back to school.
Other issues in life? It's just a little time. I have some pimples on my body, but not puss. I have rashes, as well.
So, really, I want to have hair. I don't know about pulling it out. I've heard people wouldn't do it I thought it seemed. I would never pull out hair one by one. It does fall out naturally. I've never had any bad grease. I believe in some grease buildup, though mostly it should have washed away in the shower. It's not a part of me and is not something I see. I realize it could hinder my confidence, but it's not an issue in and of itself. I'm not pulling out my eyelashes, for instance.
The other issue is I would have wanted to do it sooner. It just seems that people ... like you can't expect the problem not to come back. You can take things directly from the face. Pulling hair out is simply unnatural. I used the root shampoo and it helped. I know cutting hair is hygienic, but like when it's long it's easier to come out. The other problem is more hair falls out without any blackheads, though. Also ...
I guess the real issue is that there is no issue. The issue is that we've all had our lives and don't want the fact that a problem exists for us in relating in the world to discredit our lives in some way if that were possible. Yea and notice how I say if.
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Yes, Dad, I need a computer because I post online and it makes me need to use the restroom. Today I just told my brother I didn't tell my dad I recently realized my computer freezes every 5 minutes, this little laptop. I said maybe he wouldn't have spent on that router or whatever it is, well that's what it's called I mean though... It's that feeling I had with my old laptop with my old posting habigs. Our computer from before the hurricane is well. I now know for a fact that laptops are no good. My only suggestion was that a small laptop, which this is, or a larger one would work, but alas no that's not what a laptop is and I don't take this anywhere with me.
Yes, Dad ... I'm tired. I'm tired of blogging to fill in the time. It's a good work-out for my brain, but there's a time to quit and a time to sort out the needs in life. My only suggestion would be if he could, which he can't transfer files from the old computer and then get a new one for either
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Okay, so I'm upset. Yea, I can't edit the Blogger thing to fix the broken links as a hint for those who don't know. I may before I leave. I should wait and go with my brother for a walk and maybe ask for a late night out since I'm feeling up to it. I don't even know why I'm going, 3 stores for 3 things under the wire?
It's just that it loads that part slow.
So I'm mainly worried that a computer keeps going but this could just totally crash in ways. I just don't wanna pop the question. Okay, my mom and brother have new cell phones. My brother takes his laptop out. One was stolen, as well. This was January 2008. So, my dad has one. I have the same one, which is my second or maybe third hand-me-down.
So what will I do today then? Wal-Mart for extra sunblock? Maybe if I go to the sports store. I could go straight for the clothes store, yea, just to see if there's hats. If not, then it's sports store. Then, it's Wal-Mart.
Okay, I know cheaper laptop I mean Apples ... I mean I know the ones at the school library broke, in ways sooner, though at first seem better. What's the joke? Yea, Florida is kinda shakey to begin with. I need a platform for the computer machine part.
Like, ... I dunno. It's too much to ask for now. I haven't earned part, but they have said magic credit card instead.
It does almost seem like too much. It's just that there is no computer for me to access. It's in my parents' room. I'm sure they'll get me one to pay off. I do the chores, anyway. I make it a priority. I just have to not damage it. I just have a little left for me to move.
Well Blogger does load and so does this ... yea IMDb ... if you wait. There it is already.
So part of the issue I need the right computer. I'm getting dressed up to get it, waiting for this blackhead to leave. See, it's true. It's a hard part of my nose. I had so many. Before it was unspeakable. I am very clean, like it's not like I have random pus on my body or anything of the sort, a few skinny skin like pinches long and thin that I have gotten taken off before, plus this colored one taken off on my collar area.
So I'm so excited all ready for the mall. The new implication is that you can't take off all the blackheads in your hair part at once and that I need to work and that it had been falling out too much as hair already. It does fall out of its own. Just changing your lifestyle does that, though, though it could take some years. So, with blackheads on the face that's rather obvious. I don't think I had them at 9-10-11, though I assume I did. I mean then I could honestly say I should had checked it up. I'm sure I can get back to where I was then without thinking too much of it in that way, like oof I had them I mean ooh. It's all a result of moving then, everything. It's a good move, though, but the mistakes came in a bad way. Maybe it was necessary. I mean ya know I had so many benefits in growing up then. Ya so-to-speak, like.
So I can go for another walk now. I know this is a disgusting blog, but hay what the hay? Hoo? I mean this is all just fact, no hay hoo or implication.
What about the connotation like 11 years of blackheads, what about not doing my head? Am I seemingly disgusting? My face pores is not my hair. I can grow more hair, I think, too, like having more fine hair as in more hair count. I caught a hair at the tip of my nose pore, a black one. It's all lifestyle and choices, pleasing others at all times. I would had done my blackheads if I thought that washing more with the acne stuff wouldn't help, like the pimples would had popped and got in my schedule, homework and all then an issue. Really I'm on the brink of being better.
People keep snapping at me while I have problems with things they shouldn't.
The reason I wanted to go to the mall was to get bath things. That takes care of a lot. I wear sunblock now all over out and it made me stronger. It's sports protection, only 30 SPF. It's excellent. My skin was like this shiny pulsing gray, you know?
Okay, well I'll post and get out.
I probably should apologize for what I did because I wasn't feeling okay at all. I got mad at no internet for intervals. I need a new computer, but it proves I can't stand without as of now in ways. It seems I could be almost there, but like for instance you know some places is hard. (Hm I just realized I need to shave my moustache area. What could this imply? How do they surgically remove hair? It's permanent right? Also, I'm too sick to go out. I wonder if that means later I'll be in a hat for a year. That's not okay. I want to not have my hair removed, but I feel that that may be.)
Hm. Okay. So, what did I do to get something to be mad at then that wasn't an accident - nothing. Answers that right away.. Now, what to do about the situation? Well, I dunno. I might go post on another board, [i]Alice in Wonderland[/i] which I'm famous for working on, reading the cool books on it and doing all my art for it. I learn things from it, as well. There are things I don't do that's not okay of course. So, it's okay because I have 3 stores to hit, might hit'em all tonight even. I still have to move stuff around my room I know... Um.... Well.. Yea. I just don't know how to ask to get a computer. So an Apple I should look up the screen that's smaller... Um.... Well I know the big one is $1500 and I guess my dad might want the good Apple for me to use in my room which is $3500. I'll have just to ask for that. He'll use that credit card that charges maybe as a loan. I mean not a loan necesarily but yea I guess that's what a credit card kinda is. So then I have also to corale maybe prior the TV & first its stand, also I have to coordinate a Blu-Ray. That's it. I'm also not using my old printer. I have to think about this. Like, when I move the stuff maybe tonight or tomorrow afternoon I can find a way for putting a printer to print maps. The last two I had had scanners. So, a computer screen fits on my table. A TV stand goes next to it, with a prop for the computer between. The other suggestion is well there is none this is the biggest wall. I dunno, maybe the drawers could go behind the couch. Then I have the trash bin though and the waste basket. Um. Okay. So then maybe just then I should move the oh yea the drawers aren't good here. I need to think a good arrangement with this. So, I have the printer to go maybe on another stand next to the computer. Yea it has to be. It would have to have an extension even if possible, which I assume is. Even, the computer not sure how far that would go. It would be good to try to keep close. So that's it I need to set up the arrangement. I only saw the flat wide TVs, too. Obviously, I'm not getting a bigger one, though they all seemed big really. People think it's not an issue, as though it were impossible, though it is not. I assume I'll get something done tonight, have a nice walk. I surely am not staying here. I can walk on my own, but part of the thing was the trip to get more stuff. It's to be ready with a question in advance then. Okay, bye, I'm doing that! Be back either for before I go at 8 or I guess like 7:30 as it's 6:43 P.M.
Also, as I told my brother, there's plates of things that fell off my head and seemingly like blackheads. Lots of stuff, but it's not disgusting. It's peeling from the sun, too.
Wow toggling helps. I have so much in my head. I mean on it.
I've tried posting this about 5 times.
Plans for the Day - to Be Out
Yea, no job? Well, I'm able to walk a lot today and going to the store tonight with my brother and then for another walk.
I fixed those accounts btw.
Yea, this guy with a beer belly told me to pick up the pace. He had white hair and was probably around 6' or 5'10" or something, tall for an older guy.
So, I can't pull my hair out. Nair doesn't work! It works a little, but I can't use the wax to pull out my hair.
I fixed those accounts btw.
Yea, this guy with a beer belly told me to pick up the pace. He had white hair and was probably around 6' or 5'10" or something, tall for an older guy.
So, I can't pull my hair out. Nair doesn't work! It works a little, but I can't use the wax to pull out my hair.
Going for Another Walk
I had lots of water and guess I'm going to walk since it made me feel good though it's hot. My brother may come. I'll be back online after a shower then. I'm going to the store with my brother, back around midnight if I walk again. Well, I'm busy, as well, and my computer barely works, but I'll slip in when I'm tired.
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Storm Shut Net @ Our House
Okay ... I just got back froma walk. I'm not tired, but my brother was doing the dishes so loudly. I'm in my parents' room on their computer with the door closed. I probably am out for another walk. Hey I do have MSN here, as well. Not sure if I will be signed in now. Okay it's signing in. There it is. Well I am going for a walk. I need to refill my water and my mom is back @ 2 P.M., around.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Last Post Taking Awhile
Well last blog post. I mean saving it to my profile. Oh good and there it is. It's so nice doing this, in the privacy of my own home.. Oh wow I hope MySpace loads, as well. I considered not getting a new one. Now I have a new Facebook, too, oh joy. I don't even know the e-mail to the last one. Oh good it's loading now. Here't's! Not totally loaded. This feels like when I was signing up for IMDb when I got this laptop. Waiting... Lying down. :/ Oh good this was saved.. My computer keeps freezing automatically. I don't know what to do. At least it keeps me from leaving it on. That's also because it wasn't loading well. Well here we go again... Oh good it's loaded. "Signup For MySpace, now with Free Music - Windows Internet Explorer." "Dora the Explorer." => I dunno sometimes I just get up and don't - there't'z! (Save.) O K here we go here we go all the way all the way gotta be gotta be number one number one . . . . Yeah I have a MySpace, finally. Now I just have to do a new username.
Okay, so yea I have a new MySpace and Facebook and am adding people, but nothing's happened, yet. I need to get a YouTube, but I don't need one, yet, so I'm not getting one. AOL lets you use 16 letters, but Twitter only has 15. So, I'm not sure about my name. L.K.F. T.M.I. ? It's just fast like this. It seems rather permanent this time. When our house gets AOL I can probably think up some new short name. Of coures hi5 & Friendster shut down on me. It's very complicated, but sometimes it works, like if someone you knew had one before, like with me getting busy with hi5. Everybody and their brother had Friendster before I even did Facebook-MySpace. So, I'm in the Orlando network. That way I'll get invites for bands. I'm not networking yet because I don't feel up to it anymore. I mean I kept changing it. I just wanna work I mean. I wanna eat. I want food. Haha.
Yea I'm tired and probably getting off, hopefully eating without needing to go to bed.
Okay, so yea I have a new MySpace and Facebook and am adding people, but nothing's happened, yet. I need to get a YouTube, but I don't need one, yet, so I'm not getting one. AOL lets you use 16 letters, but Twitter only has 15. So, I'm not sure about my name. L.K.F. T.M.I. ? It's just fast like this. It seems rather permanent this time. When our house gets AOL I can probably think up some new short name. Of coures hi5 & Friendster shut down on me. It's very complicated, but sometimes it works, like if someone you knew had one before, like with me getting busy with hi5. Everybody and their brother had Friendster before I even did Facebook-MySpace. So, I'm in the Orlando network. That way I'll get invites for bands. I'm not networking yet because I don't feel up to it anymore. I mean I kept changing it. I just wanna work I mean. I wanna eat. I want food. Haha.
Yea I'm tired and probably getting off, hopefully eating without needing to go to bed.
My Internet Had Just Disconnected
There's these loud noises, but I don't think it's thunder. It's so annoying. I wonder if it's those neighbors who seemed nasty each time I was out. I bet they were making fun of how they look thinking they were cute and cool, how perverted.
I wanted to go to sleep but will have to restart to see if this works.
There was a big lightening storm.
So, I might just use the Nair wax at home, but I'm tired. I'm not sure if I should just try to enjoy myself or something, just eat and then watch my Netflix videos, which though are more for study. It's more like work. I know it shouldn't be, though. So, I like my look with the hat over my eyebrows. It's funny how I have nothing to do now, and that's probably why. People get ratted out that I'm sick. Just think about it, pulling out your hair. I've never used this stuff before, neither.
So, I hear [i]Harry Potter[/i] is out today. I'm still not done with that book I'm so sick.
My back is peeling.
I still need to rearrange and clear my room. I realized the problem is I need to get rid of lots of things. Then I won't feel guilty about wanting a new Apple/Mac computer and TV, with Blu-Ray.
It was neat I went out and saw the boys were watching the weather station.
So yea I guess I get to go eat soon, as well. I was trying to relax in bed. At least now the storm is done. I have my book to read, as well.
It's so hot here. I wonder if I have enough Nair wax to pull out all the hair on the top of my head. The hair on my back is so sizzling white btw neato. So it would seem.
So, in one year I'll have lots of hair. When Alice in Wonderland comes out, I'll have 4 inches of hair. It's growing quickly that I think it'll be more, though I may get it cut! I just heard a popping sound by my window. I sure hope we move somewhere else.
So, I'm taking it easy now. I should go to the mall after awhile or so. Imagine all the Harry Potter toys.
Things are really pretty safe here, though, and stimulating enough ... somehow ... someway.
I wanted to go to sleep but will have to restart to see if this works.
There was a big lightening storm.
So, I might just use the Nair wax at home, but I'm tired. I'm not sure if I should just try to enjoy myself or something, just eat and then watch my Netflix videos, which though are more for study. It's more like work. I know it shouldn't be, though. So, I like my look with the hat over my eyebrows. It's funny how I have nothing to do now, and that's probably why. People get ratted out that I'm sick. Just think about it, pulling out your hair. I've never used this stuff before, neither.
So, I hear [i]Harry Potter[/i] is out today. I'm still not done with that book I'm so sick.
My back is peeling.
I still need to rearrange and clear my room. I realized the problem is I need to get rid of lots of things. Then I won't feel guilty about wanting a new Apple/Mac computer and TV, with Blu-Ray.
It was neat I went out and saw the boys were watching the weather station.
So yea I guess I get to go eat soon, as well. I was trying to relax in bed. At least now the storm is done. I have my book to read, as well.
It's so hot here. I wonder if I have enough Nair wax to pull out all the hair on the top of my head. The hair on my back is so sizzling white btw neato. So it would seem.
So, in one year I'll have lots of hair. When Alice in Wonderland comes out, I'll have 4 inches of hair. It's growing quickly that I think it'll be more, though I may get it cut! I just heard a popping sound by my window. I sure hope we move somewhere else.
So, I'm taking it easy now. I should go to the mall after awhile or so. Imagine all the Harry Potter toys.
Things are really pretty safe here, though, and stimulating enough ... somehow ... someway.
Just Got Back from a 1 Hour Hot Walk
It was way too hot. Since I just did my room mostly, I hadn't been awake when the house was empty to eat in peace. So, I also for the past like day or so have been running short on my huge water vat. That could also be why. I was hot moving the stuff in my room, but now it's cool with a fan. I have two. One of course is a tower fan. The other helps to keep out noise. It's small, old, black, and littler than a lot of fans, maybe medium.
My connection isn't too well, neither.
Okay, I turned my laptop off and on.
Okay, so I was out and saw this black guy who annoyed me doing the lawn. Then, I ran into a tall white old guy who I sneered at in the face doing his lawn. Basically, it was crazy. Sure, he'd take it the wrong way as I wasn't feeling well. I just felt belittled. He had turned in when I walked by. I wasn't nasty to him. Just, I didn't feel okay around all the people making the noises. I just want it to stop. I had been feeling bad since my last walk and this was not quite so good. Some bikers seemed nice. I figure it's safe since I mean no harm.
Yea I am rather tired of blogging. The sunblock stung when I put it on, just on my shoulders and back of the neck where it's burnt. I just needed a tan so I'm not yellow. I'm stopping trying now. I should even consider having it on my face.
So ~ tonight ~ my plan is to go to the store with my brother...
All day I am in my room literally with nothing to do. I don't wanna pull out the hair on my head because I'm still feeling sick and plus either a hat or I need my hair to grow in. Probably both, but the sun helps my hair grow. I think I need a new work out thing somehow, maybe some nice tankini when I'm at Wal-Mart tonight et cetera, just kinda splurge it. My dad was gonna take me to the mall for clothes anyway. We were supposed to look for a computer router, and he had installed in on Wednesday. He got it Saturday. I found out in my e-mail since I just was able to check it now. He did send me one e-mail earlier. Well, it's been awhile and I'm sure it helped some.
Okay tried again for my laptop's net to work. Okay so I just did.
Oh good it worked. Waiting for another page. Here it comes. Okay now trying again.
Hey guess what I want to do tonight? I'm getting Microwaveable Nair Wax if it's there, a buzzer for my head: gotta have something, to live for... I just don't care about my hair, but I'm gonna let it grow. I probably will try another work-out outfit, but I doubt we'll have time. It's just Wal-Mart tonight. I am a little tired, so I might wait one more day, though not so likely. I'm not sure if it will hurt or help. I think time is of the essence in ways. I have a new tank, an old tank I was throwing away, to wear. I didn't take a shower after the walk, but of course I just took one. I have this nice fan. Yea, I may just wear those sneakers and I guess ... jeans from Wal-Mart. I guess I'll wear the middle size this time. :p
My connection isn't too well, neither.
Okay, I turned my laptop off and on.
Okay, so I was out and saw this black guy who annoyed me doing the lawn. Then, I ran into a tall white old guy who I sneered at in the face doing his lawn. Basically, it was crazy. Sure, he'd take it the wrong way as I wasn't feeling well. I just felt belittled. He had turned in when I walked by. I wasn't nasty to him. Just, I didn't feel okay around all the people making the noises. I just want it to stop. I had been feeling bad since my last walk and this was not quite so good. Some bikers seemed nice. I figure it's safe since I mean no harm.
Yea I am rather tired of blogging. The sunblock stung when I put it on, just on my shoulders and back of the neck where it's burnt. I just needed a tan so I'm not yellow. I'm stopping trying now. I should even consider having it on my face.
So ~ tonight ~ my plan is to go to the store with my brother...
All day I am in my room literally with nothing to do. I don't wanna pull out the hair on my head because I'm still feeling sick and plus either a hat or I need my hair to grow in. Probably both, but the sun helps my hair grow. I think I need a new work out thing somehow, maybe some nice tankini when I'm at Wal-Mart tonight et cetera, just kinda splurge it. My dad was gonna take me to the mall for clothes anyway. We were supposed to look for a computer router, and he had installed in on Wednesday. He got it Saturday. I found out in my e-mail since I just was able to check it now. He did send me one e-mail earlier. Well, it's been awhile and I'm sure it helped some.
Okay tried again for my laptop's net to work. Okay so I just did.
Oh good it worked. Waiting for another page. Here it comes. Okay now trying again.
Hey guess what I want to do tonight? I'm getting Microwaveable Nair Wax if it's there, a buzzer for my head: gotta have something, to live for... I just don't care about my hair, but I'm gonna let it grow. I probably will try another work-out outfit, but I doubt we'll have time. It's just Wal-Mart tonight. I am a little tired, so I might wait one more day, though not so likely. I'm not sure if it will hurt or help. I think time is of the essence in ways. I have a new tank, an old tank I was throwing away, to wear. I didn't take a shower after the walk, but of course I just took one. I have this nice fan. Yea, I may just wear those sneakers and I guess ... jeans from Wal-Mart. I guess I'll wear the middle size this time. :p
Back ... and Out
So, I deleted all my history in my AOL account. I can't access AOL.com, but we have an AOL family browser.
I told my family and aunts and foreign exchange student from Germany to access me @ this address. I explained I used christinabarrett2@yahoo.com for passwords and christinabarrett@live.com was in case my Netflix sn was that. I said I had christina.barrett @ before. I said I've had christinabarrett3 when I can't access 2. So, christinabarrett2@hotmail.com is supposedly safe. Too bad I know how to spam you. I knew this was not safe. I had to delete all my mail but wrote down contacts as I have not many from this.
So watcha thinkin? Yea I cannot get to my settings. I mean on AOL.
I explained ... this computer ... this computer is basically cheap. Nothing works. In the middle of testing new AOL sns, it stopped. How weird? Hey why did my MSN sign out? Before I tried to see if I could make it not tell if I was online. This never happened. I guess using the web on another computer does that.
I just went to hibernate the computer. You have to press shift when you're viewing options for this other thing. Neat...
Yea the foreign exchange student does not write to me like as often as my relatives and parents.
Oh yea so I sent an e-mail saying not to e-mail me there. I feel sorry for the people who IMed me then still. I'm sure no one will e-mail me foreign.
This last blog didn't post and I didn't save it! Lucky it was in clipboard. The page still had it so I recopied it there.
So now I am taking a walk and realizing the reasons I need a good computer even though my parents' though works better than a laptop that's old is slow as it's the one we had before the hurricane...
Just as I copied and pasted that to put here the page said it couldn't be displayed.
Well off to a walk!
Yea I took a quick shower when I realized that and my profile didn't say the United States of America!
I told my family and aunts and foreign exchange student from Germany to access me @ this address. I explained I used christinabarrett2@yahoo.com for passwords and christinabarrett@live.com was in case my Netflix sn was that. I said I had christina.barrett @ before. I said I've had christinabarrett3 when I can't access 2. So, christinabarrett2@hotmail.com is supposedly safe. Too bad I know how to spam you. I knew this was not safe. I had to delete all my mail but wrote down contacts as I have not many from this.
So watcha thinkin? Yea I cannot get to my settings. I mean on AOL.
I explained ... this computer ... this computer is basically cheap. Nothing works. In the middle of testing new AOL sns, it stopped. How weird? Hey why did my MSN sign out? Before I tried to see if I could make it not tell if I was online. This never happened. I guess using the web on another computer does that.
I just went to hibernate the computer. You have to press shift when you're viewing options for this other thing. Neat...
Yea the foreign exchange student does not write to me like as often as my relatives and parents.
Oh yea so I sent an e-mail saying not to e-mail me there. I feel sorry for the people who IMed me then still. I'm sure no one will e-mail me foreign.
This last blog didn't post and I didn't save it! Lucky it was in clipboard. The page still had it so I recopied it there.
So now I am taking a walk and realizing the reasons I need a good computer even though my parents' though works better than a laptop that's old is slow as it's the one we had before the hurricane...
Just as I copied and pasted that to put here the page said it couldn't be displayed.
Well off to a walk!
Yea I took a quick shower when I realized that and my profile didn't say the United States of America!
Almost Mid-Day
I should be in the shower.
So what it was about my old laptops was that supposedly I did too many apps since that was all I did then. That was with both. So I still watch YouTubes here and load them. I think I can look forward *grins* to a nice $999 Apple MacBook or the cheaper of the Apple computers, which is $2,500. I'm not sure what I can do besides chores at this point. It seems waiting is helping. I have nothing to do anyway. I wonder if my parents assume I can work to pay off a laptop or something like that really. It's just that I do want us to get a better house. I don't know the predicament of me and making money. I don't know if there's something I'm not getting out of this laptop. The screen though cost like $1,000. I guess I should get the less expensive of the Apples so we save for a house more quickly or spend less money. I wonder if my dad has a better suggestion.
Yea when I bump the wall it's not even that hard, like a thump. I'll keep getting better ideas like I say for a laptop or computer. Apple is safe because you don't know how the other brands compare, at least I don't. I've used different kinds apparently a little. I'd say it all has to do with the beginning and memory. Like, the computer machine should be on the floor, not like if the library has it on the table.
Hey someone just left and returned. I wonder what that means.
I admit my internet is a little slow from trying to see if I can get into AOL. It wasn't so much at first. Hey there it is now.. There't's! Hey the person left again.
So what it was about my old laptops was that supposedly I did too many apps since that was all I did then. That was with both. So I still watch YouTubes here and load them. I think I can look forward *grins* to a nice $999 Apple MacBook or the cheaper of the Apple computers, which is $2,500. I'm not sure what I can do besides chores at this point. It seems waiting is helping. I have nothing to do anyway. I wonder if my parents assume I can work to pay off a laptop or something like that really. It's just that I do want us to get a better house. I don't know the predicament of me and making money. I don't know if there's something I'm not getting out of this laptop. The screen though cost like $1,000. I guess I should get the less expensive of the Apples so we save for a house more quickly or spend less money. I wonder if my dad has a better suggestion.
Yea when I bump the wall it's not even that hard, like a thump. I'll keep getting better ideas like I say for a laptop or computer. Apple is safe because you don't know how the other brands compare, at least I don't. I've used different kinds apparently a little. I'd say it all has to do with the beginning and memory. Like, the computer machine should be on the floor, not like if the library has it on the table.
Hey someone just left and returned. I wonder what that means.
I admit my internet is a little slow from trying to see if I can get into AOL. It wasn't so much at first. Hey there it is now.. There't's! Hey the person left again.
Possible Adjustments to My Thinking in This
I noticed that I need an extension chord. (Ah I just bumped the wall with the table! It's because the top isn't screwed on so it sets more than wiggles. Also it used to be by the closet.)
So, I could shove my drawers over the socket area. I could shove the laundry hamper behind the couch, after I put my clothes back in the drawers under the bed.
-Then, I have room for a whole other thing. My water vat could go just somewhere, you know? Even it could go on a stoll or that little table could go next to the couch arm, which is where my fan is blowing.
I just am not so sure, like waiting to get a full computer. I'm not throwing this laptop and not hitting anything, like the keypad, which doesn't really break it altogether nor make it work more slowly really. It must sorta shake it up a bit after being so petrified by maybe the way I am so stiff sometimes when I'm not feeling well, not totally, just a guess. That's the thing, though. My dad doesn't really want to get a laptop. He wants to get computers, and they sorta stay in the family. I do want us more to get a new house. This computer is terribly slow, however. AOL isn't loading for me, at all, since yesterday. I feel like that primate that keeps hitting the so-called pleasure button until it dies. I'll keep trying as it doesn't affect so much my connection. AOL may load.
So my idea is back on for a separate thing for a TV next to my drawers or something, maybe with the couch strattled between two tables. I dunno. I guess both screens would be here, but then where would I do art? That's sorta bad, though, like maybe my dad will suggest using an Apple to watch DVDs, which is fine. I just want to do whatever saves energy, even if it's using a small TV.
I do feel I need to take a walk to figure this out. I don't know that I'll be getting to the store today. So, I guess the goal is that when I go get a hat it's to go look at computers. Oh yes I just want a comfortable plain outfit for a day at the mall, probably taking two - buying, that is.
So, it's pretty settled. The only issue is that I have one couch. Maybe I use one screen? I'll have to think about leaving my dad a note for if you can use the same screen to watch Blu-Ray DVDs and use as a computer. It might be a bad suggestion to utilize, however. I'm sure it's a simple issue of getting another chair or just the fact that I need a table for doing art supposedly.
Oh, yea, at least this way I won't be kicking the computer. I should just get a TV stand to put next to this or something, possibly moving over my couch from right next to the wall. Actually I will probably just watch it at an angle, though. I assume I will find something good for my room. I don't know how this will save money except yes I will probably supposedly have more energy for chores. All I need to know is what I want to get. Like, I'm basically asking for either a cheap simple laptop kinda like this except that works. I'm doing chores at home. I asked how to mow the lawn. I don't think I can sit to sell lemonade yet. I can't do a bake sale.
I assume now I should go in wanting an apple and a separate TV & Blu-Ray player. I will probably get the simpler one or one with less storage at this point. It's a lot less money. I am just sick and need something to post online. That was why I was thinking to get a laptop, but they aren't really good for anything seemingly. I know from experience. Now all I use though is not even those Microsoft things, just Notepad and Paint. I don't save photos and intend to save things to a CD if I do.
Sorry for the boring blog, but it's good writing practice and good to sift through thoughts and not like think strange things to a person's own self.
Conclusion is I am getting a TV stand and Blu-Ray. I am asking for an Apple, the cheaper one with less storage since I am sick.
-I'll be getting better supposedly. I'm already doing chores. I'm basically done fixing my room except the little bit I mentioned. I have a few things to clean, however.
Well, I guess I'll go for a walk later tonight. I have most things done online, just have to check some things I probably should cancel. I think I just have the dictionary site. I have to watch my Netflix. I think that's all. I'll try to load AOL mail, again. It's like the glitch with gmail detecting my IP to send me a password reset. I'm not sure if the house will be clear because then I'll probably use my parents' computer. At least I have the couch. I might take a shower, maybe take a nap, maybe read instead.
So, I could shove my drawers over the socket area. I could shove the laundry hamper behind the couch, after I put my clothes back in the drawers under the bed.
-Then, I have room for a whole other thing. My water vat could go just somewhere, you know? Even it could go on a stoll or that little table could go next to the couch arm, which is where my fan is blowing.
I just am not so sure, like waiting to get a full computer. I'm not throwing this laptop and not hitting anything, like the keypad, which doesn't really break it altogether nor make it work more slowly really. It must sorta shake it up a bit after being so petrified by maybe the way I am so stiff sometimes when I'm not feeling well, not totally, just a guess. That's the thing, though. My dad doesn't really want to get a laptop. He wants to get computers, and they sorta stay in the family. I do want us more to get a new house. This computer is terribly slow, however. AOL isn't loading for me, at all, since yesterday. I feel like that primate that keeps hitting the so-called pleasure button until it dies. I'll keep trying as it doesn't affect so much my connection. AOL may load.
So my idea is back on for a separate thing for a TV next to my drawers or something, maybe with the couch strattled between two tables. I dunno. I guess both screens would be here, but then where would I do art? That's sorta bad, though, like maybe my dad will suggest using an Apple to watch DVDs, which is fine. I just want to do whatever saves energy, even if it's using a small TV.
I do feel I need to take a walk to figure this out. I don't know that I'll be getting to the store today. So, I guess the goal is that when I go get a hat it's to go look at computers. Oh yes I just want a comfortable plain outfit for a day at the mall, probably taking two - buying, that is.
So, it's pretty settled. The only issue is that I have one couch. Maybe I use one screen? I'll have to think about leaving my dad a note for if you can use the same screen to watch Blu-Ray DVDs and use as a computer. It might be a bad suggestion to utilize, however. I'm sure it's a simple issue of getting another chair or just the fact that I need a table for doing art supposedly.
Oh, yea, at least this way I won't be kicking the computer. I should just get a TV stand to put next to this or something, possibly moving over my couch from right next to the wall. Actually I will probably just watch it at an angle, though. I assume I will find something good for my room. I don't know how this will save money except yes I will probably supposedly have more energy for chores. All I need to know is what I want to get. Like, I'm basically asking for either a cheap simple laptop kinda like this except that works. I'm doing chores at home. I asked how to mow the lawn. I don't think I can sit to sell lemonade yet. I can't do a bake sale.
I assume now I should go in wanting an apple and a separate TV & Blu-Ray player. I will probably get the simpler one or one with less storage at this point. It's a lot less money. I am just sick and need something to post online. That was why I was thinking to get a laptop, but they aren't really good for anything seemingly. I know from experience. Now all I use though is not even those Microsoft things, just Notepad and Paint. I don't save photos and intend to save things to a CD if I do.
Sorry for the boring blog, but it's good writing practice and good to sift through thoughts and not like think strange things to a person's own self.
Conclusion is I am getting a TV stand and Blu-Ray. I am asking for an Apple, the cheaper one with less storage since I am sick.
-I'll be getting better supposedly. I'm already doing chores. I'm basically done fixing my room except the little bit I mentioned. I have a few things to clean, however.
Well, I guess I'll go for a walk later tonight. I have most things done online, just have to check some things I probably should cancel. I think I just have the dictionary site. I have to watch my Netflix. I think that's all. I'll try to load AOL mail, again. It's like the glitch with gmail detecting my IP to send me a password reset. I'm not sure if the house will be clear because then I'll probably use my parents' computer. At least I have the couch. I might take a shower, maybe take a nap, maybe read instead.
Ho Hum
Yawn. I was sleeping from 7-7. I was on the computer.
I guess it makes sense to have the extra paper. I mean I have extra paint. Who knows? I have extra drawing paper. I thought I was retiring. I just need to set my room up. I'm just so happy to be posting from my couch.
Hey why did my inernet window close - why did this sentence delete. Oh it just doens't have a tab right now. Okay there it is. I need more water. Hiccup. What a coincidence with my topic title and first word in this post. My throat aches. My dream was going to the dentist. It was funny. I had to eat this T.V. dinner.
I think whoever ... my dad ... heard my hiccups even with these two fans in my room that block out much of the noise for me at least and for them of course, which isn't much noise.
Yea, apparently my schedule is really spaced out. It's like I think I'm gonna go to one of the little stores here or that little restaurant. Two stores? Well there's also this store for fixing up. The one I saw was 7-11 and the other is a drive-thru pharmacy. Funny my dad needed to do his medicine when we went out to the store.
Hm my post is taking awhile. I wanted to go eat this morning.
I guess I'm refreshing the page. Trying again. I just found an interesting topic but had nothing relevant to post save the answer to the question, which really isn't interesting nor a good answer to have.
Oh good it worked in a new window. Okay now to save it to my blog.
It's been such a rough morning. Let's see how long it has been then, It's just a few more hours until I may eat, assuming the house will be clear at some point today. If not, might grab some bars, which the ones we have aren't so good. It's better to have more of a meal. I was sleeping as I say 7-7.
So I wonder ...
Back again. My brother was sleeping on the couch. I ate a bar that wasn't too good and two made dinners of oriental.
A Decision
So, I have to have my table in this corner with the couch because it can't be by the closet if the couch is my chair. I need to get a mirror to do art. I'm not sure what to do money-wise. It's like I'm going through laptops. I think I should just get some laptop. I know like old things work better and are less likely to break after awhile. I want to just look around. My hair has grown back in some and not so much my eyebrows. I really do need to get a hat first at Wal-Mart and then at the mall. My brother hasn't been working, so I'm sure he can take me one night. The thing is depending on when we leave it determines how many places we go. I can see wearing this hat but don't wanna. I would take it off for the walk. Someone's home now, so I can't ask him anyway even if he was awake.
Okay, waiting for this to load.
So, I'm not sure. It's that I expect a laptop to break. I don't know if I'll ever get a computer.
Also, shaving my head? I am putting off trying Nair microwave-able wax on my armpits :p My legs are smooth. Depending on how that goes I'll see about using it also on some of the bottom of my eyebrows, but probably all of it since I might have missed a little on the top :p The thing is I do want to Nair wax of the hair on my head. When I was plucking my eyebrows, if I plucked at a few at a time it was more likely to bleed. I have a feeling ... I mean so far all my eyebrows, concerning which I don't care, I mean all the hair hasn't begun to grow back in yet it seems to be largely. There was this girl at school with hair but just like a whispy amount of red over a bald noticeable part. The other issue of course is that I don't know which of the hair has grease at the pores. I think I have to wait until I'm a little healthier maybe because of going through the "surgery" the way I am waiting to go out to a dermatologist, though. I did want my eyebrow hair gone to regrow, as well. This is my first time. So, I mean, yea I would do it. I just have to make sure I buy enough. It grows in well if you don't pluck it out.
Ah I guess I need to make or learn to feature a blog post on my decisions..
Haha .. this is so cool .. learning to write. I know I should like not post it, but how do I condense what I've written into something that makes sense? This is a blog after all. I think people need to learn to put thoughts on a page if they don't know what to do with their lives literally. I'll work on another one of course and try to figure out my own issues, such as what's wrong with my face so I can get hired really..
I guess it makes sense to have the extra paper. I mean I have extra paint. Who knows? I have extra drawing paper. I thought I was retiring. I just need to set my room up. I'm just so happy to be posting from my couch.
Hey why did my inernet window close - why did this sentence delete. Oh it just doens't have a tab right now. Okay there it is. I need more water. Hiccup. What a coincidence with my topic title and first word in this post. My throat aches. My dream was going to the dentist. It was funny. I had to eat this T.V. dinner.
I think whoever ... my dad ... heard my hiccups even with these two fans in my room that block out much of the noise for me at least and for them of course, which isn't much noise.
Yea, apparently my schedule is really spaced out. It's like I think I'm gonna go to one of the little stores here or that little restaurant. Two stores? Well there's also this store for fixing up. The one I saw was 7-11 and the other is a drive-thru pharmacy. Funny my dad needed to do his medicine when we went out to the store.
Hm my post is taking awhile. I wanted to go eat this morning.
I guess I'm refreshing the page. Trying again. I just found an interesting topic but had nothing relevant to post save the answer to the question, which really isn't interesting nor a good answer to have.
Oh good it worked in a new window. Okay now to save it to my blog.
It's been such a rough morning. Let's see how long it has been then, It's just a few more hours until I may eat, assuming the house will be clear at some point today. If not, might grab some bars, which the ones we have aren't so good. It's better to have more of a meal. I was sleeping as I say 7-7.
So I wonder ...
Back again. My brother was sleeping on the couch. I ate a bar that wasn't too good and two made dinners of oriental.
A Decision
So, I have to have my table in this corner with the couch because it can't be by the closet if the couch is my chair. I need to get a mirror to do art. I'm not sure what to do money-wise. It's like I'm going through laptops. I think I should just get some laptop. I know like old things work better and are less likely to break after awhile. I want to just look around. My hair has grown back in some and not so much my eyebrows. I really do need to get a hat first at Wal-Mart and then at the mall. My brother hasn't been working, so I'm sure he can take me one night. The thing is depending on when we leave it determines how many places we go. I can see wearing this hat but don't wanna. I would take it off for the walk. Someone's home now, so I can't ask him anyway even if he was awake.
Okay, waiting for this to load.
So, I'm not sure. It's that I expect a laptop to break. I don't know if I'll ever get a computer.
Also, shaving my head? I am putting off trying Nair microwave-able wax on my armpits :p My legs are smooth. Depending on how that goes I'll see about using it also on some of the bottom of my eyebrows, but probably all of it since I might have missed a little on the top :p The thing is I do want to Nair wax of the hair on my head. When I was plucking my eyebrows, if I plucked at a few at a time it was more likely to bleed. I have a feeling ... I mean so far all my eyebrows, concerning which I don't care, I mean all the hair hasn't begun to grow back in yet it seems to be largely. There was this girl at school with hair but just like a whispy amount of red over a bald noticeable part. The other issue of course is that I don't know which of the hair has grease at the pores. I think I have to wait until I'm a little healthier maybe because of going through the "surgery" the way I am waiting to go out to a dermatologist, though. I did want my eyebrow hair gone to regrow, as well. This is my first time. So, I mean, yea I would do it. I just have to make sure I buy enough. It grows in well if you don't pluck it out.
Ah I guess I need to make or learn to feature a blog post on my decisions..
Haha .. this is so cool .. learning to write. I know I should like not post it, but how do I condense what I've written into something that makes sense? This is a blog after all. I think people need to learn to put thoughts on a page if they don't know what to do with their lives literally. I'll work on another one of course and try to figure out my own issues, such as what's wrong with my face so I can get hired really..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Hm I wonder
if I've left a cup out before. Well yea I did but not for awhile.
:(
I wonder if it's a big deal...
Guess what? I just realized I don't have a place to put anything. My passwords are in the garage, so hopefully nothing will sign me off. I will go get them. My Netflix is still in my room and needs to be returned.
I will go try to eat then.
Yea, I mean I need to use the restroom even though I'm not finished checking. I can wait and do my room later since there is so little. I'll have to polish it up for a finale, as well. Naturally, papers will go on the top of my closet like.. I guess. Books I'm reading is on my desk now. I don't write real things. My life is simple. I'm not sure what I'll get into. I have proof of having been a music major and art sampled and saved practice. I need to get a little better, eat some things, make my room more live-able, and like need to yea then just keep on and see how much I earn selling those packs of cookies for $0.75, lemonade for $0.25. I wonder how I can get it covered legally, though. There may be other things. I hope we buy a pool, too, like one you set up for now, even if it's small or one you blow up. I can swim in shallow water, as I knw from being at the beach.
Ah my mom just got home and I see I already had the stuff from the store for art plus a pad of acrylic paper like I have, except it's smaller I mean the same but smaller than the drawing pads on which I painted already. Hm. I hope it doesn't influence me to change it up and use those instead for painting. It seems like a good idea, though, now I think of it.
I'm getting upset from two things, one being why do people of non-European races like putting it down to fun others. Two, why are Europeans so secretly sinful in stimulation and act as though they have an issue as a human being yet still get everything? Like hello there.. I think I wanna eat anyway then maybe read and do my room. Well bye for now? I'm upset about that art thing but oh well. I dunno may go lie down and sleep. That's funny I already have the paper and then they forgot simply, not a good sign. It's not like I need all that. I just needed the paint. I dunno. I just wanna eat. I wanna take a walk later but still feel wound up. I came here to check my e-mail.
At least, I am feeling better by and by.
So why would anyone question who I am because they think race is an excuse for differences, like maybe it means they are trying to somehow belittle me. No one should suggest that only they have no limit, which is what Europeans always do in the back. They don't realize what humans are capable of and when they are bad at competing against others. It's not some excuse that makes them different. Maybe their spoiled lives are an interesting thing in which to radiate to some extent.
Yea - ah I bumped the wall - my net didn't load. I'm a little tired. I feel bad. Like, I was thinking about my eyes. No one cares because all Chinese have dark eyes. I feel my eyes are dark and skin dull I mean eyes light as some kind of a joke. It's like I was just stuck in my room I realized (net not loading) for a few days. I just need to physique this out, my room's arrangement. I can't make a pie now, neither. They are not going to be friendly to me with how I feel now. I am wanting to eat the pizza anyway. It simply depends on if my mom is in the kitchen. I don't even feel good alone in my room, though.
Yea, I just wanna be online because I'm upset. I'll have to shut down and turn off again.
Hm ... age ... sex ... location. I'm getting bad vibes. Why did people propell me to start topics about that person when I didn't want to and used to make those weird ones on me? It's funny because like they supposedly don't know his age et cetera. I dunno, but I'm feeling a falling out.
Okay, freaky my mail just loaded and two messages around the same time. Better go see soon. I mean better load.
So, I was thinking the view here is really nice.
I'm beginning to get upset that no one is really interested in me online now I may get an expensive computer. :(* I wanted to do it for myself. It's just that I know I could do things with people when online it's more like writing to myself.
Hey and why would anyone assume that someone does something that they don't do? Just another excuse?
I'm feeling a lot better in and need to stay in. I feel a sense of relief at my new sn, Ms_Christina_Barrett. This really is cheap. Now no one like likes me it seems in a way.
I can't wait to eat.
So the chords are strewn all over the room. I was wondering how I could do art if I wanted a separate table. This table is like ridiculously large.
Hm and yea I do have two drawing pads. What am I gonna do with these two pads for painting? What if I mess them up just a little? I won't know to ever get a new one, how boring. I wonder why I have this. This is no fun. I just wanted to be left alone. So I didn't go with my brother to the store and just needed some paints and now I have extra stuff spent. I was kinda waiting to see on my own, but I guess not. Hey I just heard the dog's collar. Why isn't this damn page loading now? Oh it just was and is now. Hm... Lol. I guess I am upset because ... I dunno. I just am not sure. I will need more paint before that, though.
I have to clean those bathroom supplies in the garage, as well.
When I got my desk I got rid of I had gotten these Littlest Pet Shop things prior, as well. I dunno. I got something else, too, another toy, and two from that brand.
Yea I mean hey the paper is the same brand, as well. Maybe they thought I lost the paper. It's the same kind, as well. I do have a couple other paintings out. I mean the ones on that paper, two. I have one in colored pencil.
I thought I heard someone leaving, the beeping. Wow, I need to go to sleep or something. I'm not even in the mood for art. I am a little tired for walking, as well.
I remember when I wanted to move to (why do I keep hearing this echoing of beeping now, different than before, like strange.. I better stop before I need a hearing aid!) Baton Rouge in Lousiana west of where I lived (smell food) to study a bachelor's specifically for pre-medicine. I still would. I guess I'm more concerned about my own life.
My internet takes forever to load. It only works in batches.
So I put the other paintings up with sticky tack. The first one on the side by the DVDs and the other is above the music stand. I see there is no sticky tack. Also I see there is a separate pack for each brush this time instead of a big pack with like a separation in the middle. The total size of the new ones is a little smaller, one smaller than the other ... lol but I guess by not much. Of course it's not important, but I don't know what to do with the new pack of paper.
I know I used to always get a little something extra. Now I am just totally careful spending any money.. I wish I could have made the decision with my old laptop. I hope I am not provoked to break my window. I feel I am being played with, like the paper? How long am I going to remember this? I just am and it's not fair. I'm being used. It's so stupid. Wow so my dad did that over lunch then huh? I guess it's too stupid for my mom to do in that way.
Why is my computer sporadically slow? I want to go eat, too. I'll try restarting again. I've restarted maybe 5 times recently. Maybe 10-20 times today.
Okay shut down and turned back on. I just heard these two quick squirting sounds and don't think it was my fan with somd dust build. I hope no one heard me looking quietly and flatly feeling the bag to see what was in it.
I realized how my life is being wasted and wonder. I need to eat first before I "build a sale right here."
Wow I'm itchy from the sun. Hm this wasn't a good restart.. I hurried to post this for my blog I guess because I feel that bad about retaining things I don't need to. I might feel well enough to go eat. (Wow the fan's just changed, both, though it sounds like outside. Okay, I put that in the back of my closet and moved my dress.
Wow I'm getting this pop up again, not the same one as recently.
Off and on again just now. I went to peak and then went in the restroom and freshened up. My goal is to get my room clean. True I had just lost my appetite. My mom was in the kitchen doing food and talking. I'd better not disturb, haven't even showered. Why has life been so laborious? Probably because I need a new computer. I just have to set everything up just right. I could consider another laptop. I just don't want my mom looking at me dirty if I go eat now or soon or even in wanting to make a pie. It's so loud right now. Well since I have this couch here I ought to lie down. I could also just grab the pizza to eat cold now? Huh now I can hear the kitchen whereas before I could not. I'm hghly disturbed now. Okay so I already have water. I want to go in and get it... Hehe. Okay got it. Someone ate "half of what was left." Got my water vats washed.
Alrighty then. I just posted in my "Fabricated Family" thread, la dee da.
:(
I wonder if it's a big deal...
Guess what? I just realized I don't have a place to put anything. My passwords are in the garage, so hopefully nothing will sign me off. I will go get them. My Netflix is still in my room and needs to be returned.
I will go try to eat then.
Yea, I mean I need to use the restroom even though I'm not finished checking. I can wait and do my room later since there is so little. I'll have to polish it up for a finale, as well. Naturally, papers will go on the top of my closet like.. I guess. Books I'm reading is on my desk now. I don't write real things. My life is simple. I'm not sure what I'll get into. I have proof of having been a music major and art sampled and saved practice. I need to get a little better, eat some things, make my room more live-able, and like need to yea then just keep on and see how much I earn selling those packs of cookies for $0.75, lemonade for $0.25. I wonder how I can get it covered legally, though. There may be other things. I hope we buy a pool, too, like one you set up for now, even if it's small or one you blow up. I can swim in shallow water, as I knw from being at the beach.
Ah my mom just got home and I see I already had the stuff from the store for art plus a pad of acrylic paper like I have, except it's smaller I mean the same but smaller than the drawing pads on which I painted already. Hm. I hope it doesn't influence me to change it up and use those instead for painting. It seems like a good idea, though, now I think of it.
I'm getting upset from two things, one being why do people of non-European races like putting it down to fun others. Two, why are Europeans so secretly sinful in stimulation and act as though they have an issue as a human being yet still get everything? Like hello there.. I think I wanna eat anyway then maybe read and do my room. Well bye for now? I'm upset about that art thing but oh well. I dunno may go lie down and sleep. That's funny I already have the paper and then they forgot simply, not a good sign. It's not like I need all that. I just needed the paint. I dunno. I just wanna eat. I wanna take a walk later but still feel wound up. I came here to check my e-mail.
At least, I am feeling better by and by.
So why would anyone question who I am because they think race is an excuse for differences, like maybe it means they are trying to somehow belittle me. No one should suggest that only they have no limit, which is what Europeans always do in the back. They don't realize what humans are capable of and when they are bad at competing against others. It's not some excuse that makes them different. Maybe their spoiled lives are an interesting thing in which to radiate to some extent.
Yea - ah I bumped the wall - my net didn't load. I'm a little tired. I feel bad. Like, I was thinking about my eyes. No one cares because all Chinese have dark eyes. I feel my eyes are dark and skin dull I mean eyes light as some kind of a joke. It's like I was just stuck in my room I realized (net not loading) for a few days. I just need to physique this out, my room's arrangement. I can't make a pie now, neither. They are not going to be friendly to me with how I feel now. I am wanting to eat the pizza anyway. It simply depends on if my mom is in the kitchen. I don't even feel good alone in my room, though.
Yea, I just wanna be online because I'm upset. I'll have to shut down and turn off again.
Hm ... age ... sex ... location. I'm getting bad vibes. Why did people propell me to start topics about that person when I didn't want to and used to make those weird ones on me? It's funny because like they supposedly don't know his age et cetera. I dunno, but I'm feeling a falling out.
Okay, freaky my mail just loaded and two messages around the same time. Better go see soon. I mean better load.
So, I was thinking the view here is really nice.
I'm beginning to get upset that no one is really interested in me online now I may get an expensive computer. :(* I wanted to do it for myself. It's just that I know I could do things with people when online it's more like writing to myself.
Hey and why would anyone assume that someone does something that they don't do? Just another excuse?
I'm feeling a lot better in and need to stay in. I feel a sense of relief at my new sn, Ms_Christina_Barrett. This really is cheap. Now no one like likes me it seems in a way.
I can't wait to eat.
So the chords are strewn all over the room. I was wondering how I could do art if I wanted a separate table. This table is like ridiculously large.
Hm and yea I do have two drawing pads. What am I gonna do with these two pads for painting? What if I mess them up just a little? I won't know to ever get a new one, how boring. I wonder why I have this. This is no fun. I just wanted to be left alone. So I didn't go with my brother to the store and just needed some paints and now I have extra stuff spent. I was kinda waiting to see on my own, but I guess not. Hey I just heard the dog's collar. Why isn't this damn page loading now? Oh it just was and is now. Hm... Lol. I guess I am upset because ... I dunno. I just am not sure. I will need more paint before that, though.
I have to clean those bathroom supplies in the garage, as well.
When I got my desk I got rid of I had gotten these Littlest Pet Shop things prior, as well. I dunno. I got something else, too, another toy, and two from that brand.
Yea I mean hey the paper is the same brand, as well. Maybe they thought I lost the paper. It's the same kind, as well. I do have a couple other paintings out. I mean the ones on that paper, two. I have one in colored pencil.
I thought I heard someone leaving, the beeping. Wow, I need to go to sleep or something. I'm not even in the mood for art. I am a little tired for walking, as well.
I remember when I wanted to move to (why do I keep hearing this echoing of beeping now, different than before, like strange.. I better stop before I need a hearing aid!) Baton Rouge in Lousiana west of where I lived (smell food) to study a bachelor's specifically for pre-medicine. I still would. I guess I'm more concerned about my own life.
My internet takes forever to load. It only works in batches.
So I put the other paintings up with sticky tack. The first one on the side by the DVDs and the other is above the music stand. I see there is no sticky tack. Also I see there is a separate pack for each brush this time instead of a big pack with like a separation in the middle. The total size of the new ones is a little smaller, one smaller than the other ... lol but I guess by not much. Of course it's not important, but I don't know what to do with the new pack of paper.
I know I used to always get a little something extra. Now I am just totally careful spending any money.. I wish I could have made the decision with my old laptop. I hope I am not provoked to break my window. I feel I am being played with, like the paper? How long am I going to remember this? I just am and it's not fair. I'm being used. It's so stupid. Wow so my dad did that over lunch then huh? I guess it's too stupid for my mom to do in that way.
Why is my computer sporadically slow? I want to go eat, too. I'll try restarting again. I've restarted maybe 5 times recently. Maybe 10-20 times today.
Okay shut down and turned back on. I just heard these two quick squirting sounds and don't think it was my fan with somd dust build. I hope no one heard me looking quietly and flatly feeling the bag to see what was in it.
I realized how my life is being wasted and wonder. I need to eat first before I "build a sale right here."
Wow I'm itchy from the sun. Hm this wasn't a good restart.. I hurried to post this for my blog I guess because I feel that bad about retaining things I don't need to. I might feel well enough to go eat. (Wow the fan's just changed, both, though it sounds like outside. Okay, I put that in the back of my closet and moved my dress.
Wow I'm getting this pop up again, not the same one as recently.
Off and on again just now. I went to peak and then went in the restroom and freshened up. My goal is to get my room clean. True I had just lost my appetite. My mom was in the kitchen doing food and talking. I'd better not disturb, haven't even showered. Why has life been so laborious? Probably because I need a new computer. I just have to set everything up just right. I could consider another laptop. I just don't want my mom looking at me dirty if I go eat now or soon or even in wanting to make a pie. It's so loud right now. Well since I have this couch here I ought to lie down. I could also just grab the pizza to eat cold now? Huh now I can hear the kitchen whereas before I could not. I'm hghly disturbed now. Okay so I already have water. I want to go in and get it... Hehe. Okay got it. Someone ate "half of what was left." Got my water vats washed.
Alrighty then. I just posted in my "Fabricated Family" thread, la dee da.
Ah
I can make a slight thumping noise just be feeling out of it or numbed and dead-tired.. Yea, that's what I just felt. Someone just got home. I was thinking of eating but feeling reclusive still. My mom was to be home around 1 P.M.
Okay so it's taking a little while to load.
Okay, why do parents have racial jokes? The thing is I need to wait for it to load to expect like for it to load period. Hey someone is leaving? I'll go take a look maybe? I didn't hear a door, though, so maybe it was just the alarm I think. Maybe I should wait.
Yea I assume I need to think about something so I can look at myself in the mirror when I draw. I feel dust from the fan got in my eyes, as well, from sitting back and feeling the fan to the side.
Hey this is good now I won't overeat. It is easy to move my desk from side to side. The only hard thing is moving my bed. I should restart my computer to see if it helps, not sure. I could always read with the window light.
This is nice because the cushion from the couch and fan and wall block out sound. Wow I think I shall restart, I mean turn off and on.
Oh no I left my last glass on the counter. I just washed my vat and the top since my other jug feel. That makes me uncomfortable, but I was so knocked out like. I was surprised someone was home now. I wonder if they left. I assume not. I should go take a peak. I'm sure ... well I'm not sure what it was. Why was the alarm done within 10 minutes of itself? I am very tired. I may go to the 7-11 and all. My hair was growing back in. I'm tired now. I hope I can eat, though. I won't if someone's out there. I can easily when my mom's back. She's cooking but will be using the computer in her room or something. I don't know what she does. My dad's hardly ever on. I like to talk online. She has sites for her work. She might do the bills, which I don't know what it's about and stuff. She checks e-mail and looks for things for work basically.
My cup is on the counter by the toaster. I don't remember ever doing this, but it's not a bad place at this time of day besides. I didn't realize that til now. I realized something else recently. Too bad my computer is not working so well as all that. I like to go online, but I should consider blogging when online isn't working.
Hm, I wonder how girls feel today who aren't young enough to be my kid but are younger. That issue's so hilarious you know. The main reason I don't have my birth year in my sn is because I care more about the month and day of the year but not the month and day in general. The zodiac is too long anyway. It's not really too long, just looks long.
Yea, I am still waiting to post this. I can basically check if my mom is on the computer or assume my dad came home later for lunch.
Hey I could have used the restroom just now. I wonder if I will fall asleep in the couch. It got dirty for some reason, like some sand, evne since wiping what I found. I think I even need to use the restroom as a female, but oh well. Wrong decisions at wrong times.
Ah (right when I thought that it loaded to post) all hope is lost to eat at a safe time before tonight when I want to go for a walk and stop in probably bald at the 7-11. Though, it would also be nice not to as I dunno- I should be thankful I cleaned but that I lost the house due to probably my dad coming home for lunch or my mom coming back early. It could be my brother even. Maybe I should stay in here even. I could at least try the restroom though I did fill the trash can. Ah! I usually always take it out, like every day, though/but today was busy.
Why don't I know what to do? I guess because I just did my room. Oh well I'll go ahead and post and then go clean. I mean ... yea or rest first maybe. This is so not fun. This does feel like when I was sorta stuck with nothing to do. I should go out into the kitchen and eat I think, though. :)
...
Okay so it's taking a little while to load.
Okay, why do parents have racial jokes? The thing is I need to wait for it to load to expect like for it to load period. Hey someone is leaving? I'll go take a look maybe? I didn't hear a door, though, so maybe it was just the alarm I think. Maybe I should wait.
Yea I assume I need to think about something so I can look at myself in the mirror when I draw. I feel dust from the fan got in my eyes, as well, from sitting back and feeling the fan to the side.
Hey this is good now I won't overeat. It is easy to move my desk from side to side. The only hard thing is moving my bed. I should restart my computer to see if it helps, not sure. I could always read with the window light.
This is nice because the cushion from the couch and fan and wall block out sound. Wow I think I shall restart, I mean turn off and on.
Oh no I left my last glass on the counter. I just washed my vat and the top since my other jug feel. That makes me uncomfortable, but I was so knocked out like. I was surprised someone was home now. I wonder if they left. I assume not. I should go take a peak. I'm sure ... well I'm not sure what it was. Why was the alarm done within 10 minutes of itself? I am very tired. I may go to the 7-11 and all. My hair was growing back in. I'm tired now. I hope I can eat, though. I won't if someone's out there. I can easily when my mom's back. She's cooking but will be using the computer in her room or something. I don't know what she does. My dad's hardly ever on. I like to talk online. She has sites for her work. She might do the bills, which I don't know what it's about and stuff. She checks e-mail and looks for things for work basically.
My cup is on the counter by the toaster. I don't remember ever doing this, but it's not a bad place at this time of day besides. I didn't realize that til now. I realized something else recently. Too bad my computer is not working so well as all that. I like to go online, but I should consider blogging when online isn't working.
Hm, I wonder how girls feel today who aren't young enough to be my kid but are younger. That issue's so hilarious you know. The main reason I don't have my birth year in my sn is because I care more about the month and day of the year but not the month and day in general. The zodiac is too long anyway. It's not really too long, just looks long.
Yea, I am still waiting to post this. I can basically check if my mom is on the computer or assume my dad came home later for lunch.
Hey I could have used the restroom just now. I wonder if I will fall asleep in the couch. It got dirty for some reason, like some sand, evne since wiping what I found. I think I even need to use the restroom as a female, but oh well. Wrong decisions at wrong times.
Ah (right when I thought that it loaded to post) all hope is lost to eat at a safe time before tonight when I want to go for a walk and stop in probably bald at the 7-11. Though, it would also be nice not to as I dunno- I should be thankful I cleaned but that I lost the house due to probably my dad coming home for lunch or my mom coming back early. It could be my brother even. Maybe I should stay in here even. I could at least try the restroom though I did fill the trash can. Ah! I usually always take it out, like every day, though/but today was busy.
Why don't I know what to do? I guess because I just did my room. Oh well I'll go ahead and post and then go clean. I mean ... yea or rest first maybe. This is so not fun. This does feel like when I was sorta stuck with nothing to do. I should go out into the kitchen and eat I think, though. :)
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Oh no someone is home now.
What shall I do?
I'll probably look online and wonder about my room. I know what to do next. :)
I'll probably blog some or see how things work out.
It sounds like my dad but could be my mom looking at the time. I won't go for a walk until later. Don't worry everything is in the garage.
Okay...
I'll probably look online and wonder about my room. I know what to do next. :)
I'll probably blog some or see how things work out.
It sounds like my dad but could be my mom looking at the time. I won't go for a walk until later. Don't worry everything is in the garage.
Okay...
Lesson
Well, yes, I have to admit my internet is pretty slow.
Supposedly my mom is back at 1 P.M. She didn't say about my brother and dad.
I feel just like Goldilocks. I'm have my sofa for my chair now. This chair is "too soft." It's facing the window and teaching my to bring my legs together, so it's cool, like the 4H club.
So, it's nice now with my drawers out. The plastic drawers work on top of the regular ones. I just have tissue, hand sanitizer, and then I have the little table with my water. Between the drawers and the closet is my hamper. I have extension chords. I have two fans at present. That's all. I had to move my bed back.
Well, my internet just didn't load after I started this paragraph, but it usually works after awhile. I just want to check and see if anything has happened and maybe post this to see if it will help me. I feel like now I am at the dorm in DC. Before I was feeling different, as well. I also wondered why I didn't ask again for shutters in a way, but this is nice. It's convenient. I didn't get to make that chocolate pudding pie. Things are working out. I just have some things in my closet I have to move to the garage. My dad gave me back this thing you use to draw online I thought we returned that I gave to return, but I guess for some reason maybe it couldn't be or they just forgot about it because it wasn't one of the software since the software was so expensive.
I have some things at the top of my closet, but like just makeup and stuff I want to move - that hat, pillow. I have some bad belts randomly hanging, clothes that did not work out. I brought in my white sneakers. The thing is I want to move this table back. I don't have anything to draw with now, but my paintings are good as gold. I did want a separate art table.
Ooh! I did decide!
I want a separate TV because they are not expensive. I thought that Blu-Ray wasn't much more money. I don't know.. I mean I know I was thinking of moving the table to the center of the room. It's still in the same place, now. Behind my couch is a little trash can. The house seems quiet. If it is a little after 12 I can go eat. I might go soon anyway. It's 11:42 A.M. I'd say the only main problem might be that it just seems a little funny, like why do I need a space for a laundry hamper? I'm certainly not used to a sofa. It's entirely too stimulating. I think it feels as though my nose were bleeding, though I think it is not. I just don't know, like this desk is actually good for writing. The top isn't connected so it sits better I think. Yea. So, now I just have this and a book. (Oh! I don't know what to do!)
I just know I'm safe in my room with a bed. My face is still pretty bad.
Okay, now I'm lying back with my laptop. The fan is blowing like with a car. This ain't no good. I with the computer was separate. I need to be able to see stuff from lying back I guess, which is easy to tilt a computer screen.
So yea I plan to not only do the chores around here but to do bake sales. I saw a garage sale on my last walk. It was so hot. I'm not out in the day now and need sunblock. I just needed some sun tan from alwaying being in, just enough.
Okay, now it's back on my desk. That's neat, so I'll need a lap keyboard. That's like a lap dog, a ha ha.
I'm gonna quickly restart this to see what's up. It's 11:48 A.M.
So, yea, I had to set it so that ... so that- the drawers under my bed can open. Also, my dad has not fixed the bottom drawer to these drawers. This was his when he was a baby.
So that's neat lie down sideways from the way you sit with a lap keyboard and tilt the computer screen.
Sometimes it makes me nervous now when the page loads right away.
Another reason I don't like this is the desk is next to my brother's room.
My house has been creaking a lot latey.
Oh no what do I do now? At least my start page is blank. So far this desk isn't wiggling.
Let's see I could also have ice cream.
Ow I keep hearing things.
Like, my water jug should go on this desk, and my computer would then go on the floor next to it. I was thinking it'd be neat to have a table for the computer and was wondering where to put a printer. My parents have a separate sturdy table where the computer and printer is. It's like you need a block to put the computer on or some low platform. We have this yaya piece of furniture I did in junior high that's a stool, rectangle, but with the little bridge patter, like two or three strips of wood. That's not idea. This litte table also shakes if you touch it, so it's not really ideal, the way something sitting on the carpet wouldn't be. It needs a heavy table base.
So, how can I get a separate spot for a TV and computer? Shutting down and turning back on (which is what I have been doing wih this laptop.)
Back on. My head doesn't feel as crisped and crunched from heat for some reason, more relaxed. It's nice the couch faces away from the door. It seems I should be able to do something with the hamper, like I had it stuffed behind my couch. I just need to figure a separate space for a TV and a computer. It seems to fit now. Just need to add another table for a TV. I guess a computer screen might go on here. I can't rearrange after that.
I'm pretty happy not to walk right this moment and not entirely hungry, neither. Okay I'll go see if my net worked. Hm my messenger isn't signing in. I wonder if it'll work. My computer looks normal-sized for some reason now. I'm good at seeing small things close-up but just realized from lying in bed checking if a page was loading last night that I can see far away small, as well, if I don't cross my eyes/ight or something.
It was so hot again today, but now it's cool because of the fan. I haven't been lying down, but I'm a little upset. It's also 12:05 P.M. I'm yawning. Why isn't there a yawning emoticon; well I guess that's good because you can just go to sleep. Hey it worked when I stopped it's loading and opened a new tab.
Wow it seems I'm not paying for the speed I want to face online. I keep worrying it'll just burn out. Okay, so it's 12:16. Maybe I should go eat, yea. Tootles.. Looks like I can post this. :) After all... I wonder if things will go okay while I'm offline...
Supposedly my mom is back at 1 P.M. She didn't say about my brother and dad.
I feel just like Goldilocks. I'm have my sofa for my chair now. This chair is "too soft." It's facing the window and teaching my to bring my legs together, so it's cool, like the 4H club.
So, it's nice now with my drawers out. The plastic drawers work on top of the regular ones. I just have tissue, hand sanitizer, and then I have the little table with my water. Between the drawers and the closet is my hamper. I have extension chords. I have two fans at present. That's all. I had to move my bed back.
Well, my internet just didn't load after I started this paragraph, but it usually works after awhile. I just want to check and see if anything has happened and maybe post this to see if it will help me. I feel like now I am at the dorm in DC. Before I was feeling different, as well. I also wondered why I didn't ask again for shutters in a way, but this is nice. It's convenient. I didn't get to make that chocolate pudding pie. Things are working out. I just have some things in my closet I have to move to the garage. My dad gave me back this thing you use to draw online I thought we returned that I gave to return, but I guess for some reason maybe it couldn't be or they just forgot about it because it wasn't one of the software since the software was so expensive.
I have some things at the top of my closet, but like just makeup and stuff I want to move - that hat, pillow. I have some bad belts randomly hanging, clothes that did not work out. I brought in my white sneakers. The thing is I want to move this table back. I don't have anything to draw with now, but my paintings are good as gold. I did want a separate art table.
Ooh! I did decide!
I want a separate TV because they are not expensive. I thought that Blu-Ray wasn't much more money. I don't know.. I mean I know I was thinking of moving the table to the center of the room. It's still in the same place, now. Behind my couch is a little trash can. The house seems quiet. If it is a little after 12 I can go eat. I might go soon anyway. It's 11:42 A.M. I'd say the only main problem might be that it just seems a little funny, like why do I need a space for a laundry hamper? I'm certainly not used to a sofa. It's entirely too stimulating. I think it feels as though my nose were bleeding, though I think it is not. I just don't know, like this desk is actually good for writing. The top isn't connected so it sits better I think. Yea. So, now I just have this and a book. (Oh! I don't know what to do!)
I just know I'm safe in my room with a bed. My face is still pretty bad.
Okay, now I'm lying back with my laptop. The fan is blowing like with a car. This ain't no good. I with the computer was separate. I need to be able to see stuff from lying back I guess, which is easy to tilt a computer screen.
So yea I plan to not only do the chores around here but to do bake sales. I saw a garage sale on my last walk. It was so hot. I'm not out in the day now and need sunblock. I just needed some sun tan from alwaying being in, just enough.
Okay, now it's back on my desk. That's neat, so I'll need a lap keyboard. That's like a lap dog, a ha ha.
I'm gonna quickly restart this to see what's up. It's 11:48 A.M.
So, yea, I had to set it so that ... so that- the drawers under my bed can open. Also, my dad has not fixed the bottom drawer to these drawers. This was his when he was a baby.
So that's neat lie down sideways from the way you sit with a lap keyboard and tilt the computer screen.
Sometimes it makes me nervous now when the page loads right away.
Another reason I don't like this is the desk is next to my brother's room.
My house has been creaking a lot latey.
Oh no what do I do now? At least my start page is blank. So far this desk isn't wiggling.
Let's see I could also have ice cream.
Ow I keep hearing things.
Like, my water jug should go on this desk, and my computer would then go on the floor next to it. I was thinking it'd be neat to have a table for the computer and was wondering where to put a printer. My parents have a separate sturdy table where the computer and printer is. It's like you need a block to put the computer on or some low platform. We have this yaya piece of furniture I did in junior high that's a stool, rectangle, but with the little bridge patter, like two or three strips of wood. That's not idea. This litte table also shakes if you touch it, so it's not really ideal, the way something sitting on the carpet wouldn't be. It needs a heavy table base.
So, how can I get a separate spot for a TV and computer? Shutting down and turning back on (which is what I have been doing wih this laptop.)
Back on. My head doesn't feel as crisped and crunched from heat for some reason, more relaxed. It's nice the couch faces away from the door. It seems I should be able to do something with the hamper, like I had it stuffed behind my couch. I just need to figure a separate space for a TV and a computer. It seems to fit now. Just need to add another table for a TV. I guess a computer screen might go on here. I can't rearrange after that.
I'm pretty happy not to walk right this moment and not entirely hungry, neither. Okay I'll go see if my net worked. Hm my messenger isn't signing in. I wonder if it'll work. My computer looks normal-sized for some reason now. I'm good at seeing small things close-up but just realized from lying in bed checking if a page was loading last night that I can see far away small, as well, if I don't cross my eyes/ight or something.
It was so hot again today, but now it's cool because of the fan. I haven't been lying down, but I'm a little upset. It's also 12:05 P.M. I'm yawning. Why isn't there a yawning emoticon; well I guess that's good because you can just go to sleep. Hey it worked when I stopped it's loading and opened a new tab.
Wow it seems I'm not paying for the speed I want to face online. I keep worrying it'll just burn out. Okay, so it's 12:16. Maybe I should go eat, yea. Tootles.. Looks like I can post this. :) After all... I wonder if things will go okay while I'm offline...
My Last Blog is Still Posting
So, it's funny isn't it how my face doesn't burn badly. I guess I wasn't out for too long. Yea, I got in the larger paper so I better start working on another. It's just of the face and the top of the chest still.
More and more I want to wait to see how I can pay for my own computer. I think I will put out a homemade box or just a plastic bag or make a box probably out of aluminum-tin for money for my computer. I have like $50 cash. I'll put out a record of cashed checks as presents, which now is $150. My dad will show my how to mow the lawn Friday @ 6:00 P.M. or Saturday @ 7:30 A.M. It's neat our lawn mower isn't even in the garage.
I'm rather tired to be walking, so I think I'll just go read or do my next painting.
Okay, it took me like 15 minutes to do my lst blog. Funny I didn't decide to add all this. It's taking awhile to load to my profile now.
So, yea, no, I didn't get to clean. I just woke up, did my face and the dishes ... yea I'm learning more about rest and about being careful of doing too much to my face, left a note for more of this brand that works better since this old one stung my eyes for no apparent reason... yea so then I ate and all. I did a load of laundry and am letting some work-out clothing options dry. Yea, I think I will move all my shelves out and put my drawers there. This is just too annoying. I don't want stuff in my closet. Hey, the page loaded. Maybe I can check stuff now.
Hm just lost a little text, like one line, when my computer froze. Ha.
So, now it's Tuesday morning, still dark outside. 5:23 A.M. I began to realize the importance of a good computer. This one is seeming more friendly, like in doing things on its own when it doesn't work I guess. I thought it was interesting that what was bothering me drew me online maybe. I just have to be patient for the page to load now, which seems wrong. I was considering walking to eat somewhere, maybe go to the pharmacy first to see if they sell hats. So what I did this time was my mom and brother were out. I took a shower and hung up the two paintings. Then I moved the DVD shelf and bookshelf from my room to the garage a 2nd time I think. This time I took everything off the DVD shelf first and hope it won't fall because there's a bug nearby dead on the floor, a roach like 3/4 ", black. There's a smaller bug in these slippers I might throw out then. Eh yea I guess. I let it sit in the garage with dust webbed over the inside of them, not sure how it happened. It's those first red clear slippers I had that I wore the first time I went out after being inside over a year without ever leaving, just went into the backyard a little at times, like for the dog or to try to take a picture. Yea I notice that my internet just decides not to work now. The internet supposedly has excellent connection. I do feel a lot better having rested some more. It seems I can't get online and just have to go eat now. Oh well. At least I tried. Well, I am trying again. I could always restart. It's been awhile. I could be cleaning today and then ask to make lemonades and figure out how to set up a stand or ask for a table or something. I certainly don't need a roof. Yea I don't have to eat now, neither.
So, the Alice in Wonderland board is doing alright. Still some online disagreement sparked from old posters but not so much new ones giving subtle hints of insult that becomes definedly noticeable yet permeates every post. I half expected it though.
I'm rather bored, need to use the restroom, and am willing to eat anything.
Here are some good names for girls:
Genevieve (Gene Eve Vivien)
Gwendelyn (Wendy Lyn)
Boys:
William (Will) - because I said willing
George
Eugene James
Thomas Michael
no Charles
Scott? :,
Frances
Girls:
Francene (sounds like Nicene)
Ginny Genesis Genevieve
Chlois.. .
Boys:
Loui (my brother's name in school because he moved from Louisiana)
Girls:
Lynn (anything but Ann, NO Anne)
Boys:
Brian
Girls:
Bri-Ann
Bri-Tynna
Gypsylvia
Gisellean
Fuck this I'm eating.
Okay now I'm back. Girls ... Yo Lyn Do
So, I was just eating pizza I made from dough my mom got that's wheat, which tasted good at first then seemed disgusting after I was eating it in my room in the end. I ate half of the pizza. This time I got to open a real can of pizza sauce. I used this old smelly shredded mozzarrella cheese. Also, I saw we had three things of pepperoni and the one closest to the front was sliced turkey, so I used it. I also opened this large case of Italian seasoning. We used to have a small case. We had a large case like that of Montreal steak seasoning that I see we had the second one I asked for. So, there had been this Acai berry juice I never touched because I thought it was special. We had this clear bottle later I tried, recently. So, now there are two of those old regular kind of bottles. We also had this raspberry probably lemonade juice in the brand we now get lemonade, as well as lemonade again. Ever since I asked for chocolate soy milk and plain soy milk, we actually have a surplus, usually always two jugs, of lemonade. I think I missed on the raspberry but just finished the last Acai. My mom was in the kitchen making my dad a salad. Um ... so about those paintings I hung up, I had up that first good drawing and the first painting was on the keyboard. The first good painting was up with the drawing, They're where the keyboard holds music. Hey, it is 7:50 A.M. My dad must be gone. I wonder if I will take a walk soon. I want to change my name back to something else now. It's so people can recognize me.
So, I was off because I thought I could fix stuff. This morning I cleared my room. I guess I will be filling it back up. I just have to move the TV and the stool it's on. Also I have this little table I was eating on. I moved the plate so the fan doesn't hit it and had to get tissue from my closet to wipe the table with of a piece of cheese I brushed off. Yea, I'm probably moving all the stuff from that long closet, too. I am not playing video games and want to do lemonade stands for a TV and computer. At least I can try. I guess that will help me for work. I'm getting okay at cooking and could even sell food. I don't have any neat recipes, just neat ideas. I don't even have neat ideas, just neat cooking. Like, I could have a bake sale. It's just that the food has to be fresh. So, what shall I sell? I'll need a cooler for lemonade. I wonder what my parents will have me use. I can store the extra ware in the garage.
Chocolate Chip Cookies
Chocolate Chocolate Chip Cookies
>I can put like a set in a case. Say, medium slightly large cookies.
Girls! Bridget?
I'm off to eat again! So happy to have changed my sn to Ms_Christina_Barrett. I actually did Ms_Christina_Ann_Barrett, but it was taken. I guess I have a 6th sense because I kinda think I like this. I mean Christina_Barrett was taken after I did it. + I have christinabarrett@live.com because Netflix has you sign up with an e-mail, and I wasn't sure if that goes on when you post. I was nervous about this so decided to post it. It's likely I would change back, but at least we didn't have to deal with it. I wonder who did it. Yea the names thing gets to me now. That first sn was interesting today, Blaecaenae_o-Goldiclokkz.
Yea, I wanna make some chocolate pudding pie again. I made that pizza. I wanna take a walk if it's not noon - 4 P.M. I wanna blog, but I'm in the middle of processing my room stuff, figuring it out and like doing it and all. Yea I don't feel altogether like I'd want but better and better for some strange reason that reminds me of how I thought you'd feel posting online.. I have a nice cold clear (my old school with a metal seal) glass of water (with a handle, like a wine glass shape but without a long thing) with some melted ice cubes, 2 or 3 I think. Well 1 1/2 and 1/2 with a piece on it. I almost made that other last sentence with two periods because I was editing it. What an uneventful life in that way I have regarding my jitteriness. Btw, when I saw The Wizard of Oz on ice, I almost died from the New Orleans wind. The jitterbugs are my favorite. Later, they did it at our theater and they had these dancers. I saw later, though she was fast, she was not great cause she was fat. The boy was black.
Well, I'm off to my head start and will see how it goes. I'm so excited.
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More and more I want to wait to see how I can pay for my own computer. I think I will put out a homemade box or just a plastic bag or make a box probably out of aluminum-tin for money for my computer. I have like $50 cash. I'll put out a record of cashed checks as presents, which now is $150. My dad will show my how to mow the lawn Friday @ 6:00 P.M. or Saturday @ 7:30 A.M. It's neat our lawn mower isn't even in the garage.
I'm rather tired to be walking, so I think I'll just go read or do my next painting.
Okay, it took me like 15 minutes to do my lst blog. Funny I didn't decide to add all this. It's taking awhile to load to my profile now.
So, yea, no, I didn't get to clean. I just woke up, did my face and the dishes ... yea I'm learning more about rest and about being careful of doing too much to my face, left a note for more of this brand that works better since this old one stung my eyes for no apparent reason... yea so then I ate and all. I did a load of laundry and am letting some work-out clothing options dry. Yea, I think I will move all my shelves out and put my drawers there. This is just too annoying. I don't want stuff in my closet. Hey, the page loaded. Maybe I can check stuff now.
Hm just lost a little text, like one line, when my computer froze. Ha.
So, now it's Tuesday morning, still dark outside. 5:23 A.M. I began to realize the importance of a good computer. This one is seeming more friendly, like in doing things on its own when it doesn't work I guess. I thought it was interesting that what was bothering me drew me online maybe. I just have to be patient for the page to load now, which seems wrong. I was considering walking to eat somewhere, maybe go to the pharmacy first to see if they sell hats. So what I did this time was my mom and brother were out. I took a shower and hung up the two paintings. Then I moved the DVD shelf and bookshelf from my room to the garage a 2nd time I think. This time I took everything off the DVD shelf first and hope it won't fall because there's a bug nearby dead on the floor, a roach like 3/4 ", black. There's a smaller bug in these slippers I might throw out then. Eh yea I guess. I let it sit in the garage with dust webbed over the inside of them, not sure how it happened. It's those first red clear slippers I had that I wore the first time I went out after being inside over a year without ever leaving, just went into the backyard a little at times, like for the dog or to try to take a picture. Yea I notice that my internet just decides not to work now. The internet supposedly has excellent connection. I do feel a lot better having rested some more. It seems I can't get online and just have to go eat now. Oh well. At least I tried. Well, I am trying again. I could always restart. It's been awhile. I could be cleaning today and then ask to make lemonades and figure out how to set up a stand or ask for a table or something. I certainly don't need a roof. Yea I don't have to eat now, neither.
So, the Alice in Wonderland board is doing alright. Still some online disagreement sparked from old posters but not so much new ones giving subtle hints of insult that becomes definedly noticeable yet permeates every post. I half expected it though.
I'm rather bored, need to use the restroom, and am willing to eat anything.
Here are some good names for girls:
Genevieve (Gene Eve Vivien)
Gwendelyn (Wendy Lyn)
Boys:
William (Will) - because I said willing
George
Eugene James
Thomas Michael
no Charles
Scott? :,
Frances
Girls:
Francene (sounds like Nicene)
Ginny Genesis Genevieve
Chlois.. .
Boys:
Loui (my brother's name in school because he moved from Louisiana)
Girls:
Lynn (anything but Ann, NO Anne)
Boys:
Brian
Girls:
Bri-Ann
Bri-Tynna
Gypsylvia
Gisellean
Fuck this I'm eating.
Okay now I'm back. Girls ... Yo Lyn Do
So, I was just eating pizza I made from dough my mom got that's wheat, which tasted good at first then seemed disgusting after I was eating it in my room in the end. I ate half of the pizza. This time I got to open a real can of pizza sauce. I used this old smelly shredded mozzarrella cheese. Also, I saw we had three things of pepperoni and the one closest to the front was sliced turkey, so I used it. I also opened this large case of Italian seasoning. We used to have a small case. We had a large case like that of Montreal steak seasoning that I see we had the second one I asked for. So, there had been this Acai berry juice I never touched because I thought it was special. We had this clear bottle later I tried, recently. So, now there are two of those old regular kind of bottles. We also had this raspberry probably lemonade juice in the brand we now get lemonade, as well as lemonade again. Ever since I asked for chocolate soy milk and plain soy milk, we actually have a surplus, usually always two jugs, of lemonade. I think I missed on the raspberry but just finished the last Acai. My mom was in the kitchen making my dad a salad. Um ... so about those paintings I hung up, I had up that first good drawing and the first painting was on the keyboard. The first good painting was up with the drawing, They're where the keyboard holds music. Hey, it is 7:50 A.M. My dad must be gone. I wonder if I will take a walk soon. I want to change my name back to something else now. It's so people can recognize me.
So, I was off because I thought I could fix stuff. This morning I cleared my room. I guess I will be filling it back up. I just have to move the TV and the stool it's on. Also I have this little table I was eating on. I moved the plate so the fan doesn't hit it and had to get tissue from my closet to wipe the table with of a piece of cheese I brushed off. Yea, I'm probably moving all the stuff from that long closet, too. I am not playing video games and want to do lemonade stands for a TV and computer. At least I can try. I guess that will help me for work. I'm getting okay at cooking and could even sell food. I don't have any neat recipes, just neat ideas. I don't even have neat ideas, just neat cooking. Like, I could have a bake sale. It's just that the food has to be fresh. So, what shall I sell? I'll need a cooler for lemonade. I wonder what my parents will have me use. I can store the extra ware in the garage.
Chocolate Chip Cookies
Chocolate Chocolate Chip Cookies
>I can put like a set in a case. Say, medium slightly large cookies.
Girls! Bridget?
I'm off to eat again! So happy to have changed my sn to Ms_Christina_Barrett. I actually did Ms_Christina_Ann_Barrett, but it was taken. I guess I have a 6th sense because I kinda think I like this. I mean Christina_Barrett was taken after I did it. + I have christinabarrett@live.com because Netflix has you sign up with an e-mail, and I wasn't sure if that goes on when you post. I was nervous about this so decided to post it. It's likely I would change back, but at least we didn't have to deal with it. I wonder who did it. Yea the names thing gets to me now. That first sn was interesting today, Blaecaenae_o-Goldiclokkz.
Yea, I wanna make some chocolate pudding pie again. I made that pizza. I wanna take a walk if it's not noon - 4 P.M. I wanna blog, but I'm in the middle of processing my room stuff, figuring it out and like doing it and all. Yea I don't feel altogether like I'd want but better and better for some strange reason that reminds me of how I thought you'd feel posting online.. I have a nice cold clear (my old school with a metal seal) glass of water (with a handle, like a wine glass shape but without a long thing) with some melted ice cubes, 2 or 3 I think. Well 1 1/2 and 1/2 with a piece on it. I almost made that other last sentence with two periods because I was editing it. What an uneventful life in that way I have regarding my jitteriness. Btw, when I saw The Wizard of Oz on ice, I almost died from the New Orleans wind. The jitterbugs are my favorite. Later, they did it at our theater and they had these dancers. I saw later, though she was fast, she was not great cause she was fat. The boy was black.
Well, I'm off to my head start and will see how it goes. I'm so excited.
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