Plucked & Shaved & Sheered

First, I plucked as much from my eyebrows as I could.

(I cut my fingernails every day or every other day and did again, so I'm feeling good ... I knew that I would .. .. ..)

I shaved all the hair, but I can't see my back and just ignored it since I'm so tired. I did finally do my butt and got my private better. I wasn't too worried about the breast area, I guess.

So, I couldn't pluck the bottom because it hurt too much, but most if it yes. I don't have a buzzer and went through like 8 razors and got with just this one left.

So, when Alice in Wonderland comes out - hey it feels like I actually had a shower the way it did when I bleached my hair - never dying it again - I'll have 4 inches of natural hair. Halloween is two inches.

Yes, it bled a lot. No, I'm hot taking a photo because I have blackheads, but I can see I'm getting better and better and still want to take a walk, when I don't wear makeup. I can't wait to go to Wal-Mart to get a hat. I'm not wearing one when I walk of course. I need a new outfit to go to the mall with my dad taking me to shop carefully. I didn't leave a note yet as I don't need one, a new laptop, though I'd like one sometime. It's just that I want the stuff before I work so I don't wind up..


So, today I just plan to walk alone. I need to go to bed, too. The internet is so inconvenient. (Oops, was this not at the end.)

So, and, yes I did shave ..... yea .... I look like an albino like from some colored place. I shaved all the "peach fuzz."

Yea, my head was all bleeding like at a war.


... So, I'm beginning to feel more alive. The reason for getting rid of all the hair is like getting a haircut and because it shouldn't be there. It's like hanging. It hurts so much to have to pluck.

So, I do all the chores now. I take out the garbage every night. I'm almost through with what I'm working on DVD-wise, on a great pace.

I can see problems in life, like I tried to take some pictures but was worried about no make-up. It's just that I have these dark marks. I really need sun protection. I just went out one day. The spots around one eye increased a lot in just one time but no burn. Somehow I don't wonder why. My legs feel alive and sore and recovering.

Wow, so tomorrow I will see sprouts of hair from not shaving. I really see what a female is now. I remind myself more of Faline from Bambi but also Alice from Alice in Wonderland.