Um

My hair needs waxing? I'm sorry but I can't see a dermatologist yet and I've never heard you could pull out all your hair. My feelings are that it should slide if times are hard. I just don't know if it's as serious as blood-letting.

Hm. Looks like I'll take another evening walk and then to the store with my brother, the sports store for a sports outfit. The other was to go to this clothing store that's there for a hat. The other is Wal-Mart for more sunblock. I could get a toy or treat, go to McDonald's, but my brother sometimes wants to go home early, probably not this time, though.. I'm getting ready. I just have this one big blackhead in the middle of my nose, like the long part, since seeing "Laverne & Shirley," and I found I don't need to treat my face each time. I can just use water. It's getting better more. I don't need it anywhere but my nose mainly. I almost don't think I'll need a dermatologist. I have proof. I told my brother it comes out naturally, but that pore strips help. There's the rumor commonly that pore strips have setbacks at the same tame, though are necessary. The guns don't work. I don't think anything exists for this surgery because people don't care. I'm sure they could do something. The hair removal only goes for 1/2 year or permanently. I assume there is no way to get the blackheads out of the hair. I realized that blackheads are like pimples. You can't totally want to free anything. Like, I should be more concerned about my hair growing in so I can get a job because I don't want to go back to school.

Other issues in life? It's just a little time. I have some pimples on my body, but not puss. I have rashes, as well.

So, really, I want to have hair. I don't know about pulling it out. I've heard people wouldn't do it I thought it seemed. I would never pull out hair one by one. It does fall out naturally. I've never had any bad grease. I believe in some grease buildup, though mostly it should have washed away in the shower. It's not a part of me and is not something I see. I realize it could hinder my confidence, but it's not an issue in and of itself. I'm not pulling out my eyelashes, for instance.

The other issue is I would have wanted to do it sooner. It just seems that people ... like you can't expect the problem not to come back. You can take things directly from the face. Pulling hair out is simply unnatural. I used the root shampoo and it helped. I know cutting hair is hygienic, but like when it's long it's easier to come out. The other problem is more hair falls out without any blackheads, though. Also ...

I guess the real issue is that there is no issue. The issue is that we've all had our lives and don't want the fact that a problem exists for us in relating in the world to discredit our lives in some way if that were possible. Yea and notice how I say if.

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Yes, Dad, I need a computer because I post online and it makes me need to use the restroom. Today I just told my brother I didn't tell my dad I recently realized my computer freezes every 5 minutes, this little laptop. I said maybe he wouldn't have spent on that router or whatever it is, well that's what it's called I mean though... It's that feeling I had with my old laptop with my old posting habigs. Our computer from before the hurricane is well. I now know for a fact that laptops are no good. My only suggestion was that a small laptop, which this is, or a larger one would work, but alas no that's not what a laptop is and I don't take this anywhere with me.

Yes, Dad ... I'm tired. I'm tired of blogging to fill in the time. It's a good work-out for my brain, but there's a time to quit and a time to sort out the needs in life. My only suggestion would be if he could, which he can't transfer files from the old computer and then get a new one for either

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Okay, so I'm upset. Yea, I can't edit the Blogger thing to fix the broken links as a hint for those who don't know. I may before I leave. I should wait and go with my brother for a walk and maybe ask for a late night out since I'm feeling up to it. I don't even know why I'm going, 3 stores for 3 things under the wire?

It's just that it loads that part slow.

So I'm mainly worried that a computer keeps going but this could just totally crash in ways. I just don't wanna pop the question. Okay, my mom and brother have new cell phones. My brother takes his laptop out. One was stolen, as well. This was January 2008. So, my dad has one. I have the same one, which is my second or maybe third hand-me-down.

So what will I do today then? Wal-Mart for extra sunblock? Maybe if I go to the sports store. I could go straight for the clothes store, yea, just to see if there's hats. If not, then it's sports store. Then, it's Wal-Mart.

Okay, I know cheaper laptop I mean Apples ... I mean I know the ones at the school library broke, in ways sooner, though at first seem better. What's the joke? Yea, Florida is kinda shakey to begin with. I need a platform for the computer machine part.

Like, ... I dunno. It's too much to ask for now. I haven't earned part, but they have said magic credit card instead.

It does almost seem like too much. It's just that there is no computer for me to access. It's in my parents' room. I'm sure they'll get me one to pay off. I do the chores, anyway. I make it a priority. I just have to not damage it. I just have a little left for me to move.

Well Blogger does load and so does this ... yea IMDb ... if you wait. There it is already.

So part of the issue I need the right computer. I'm getting dressed up to get it, waiting for this blackhead to leave. See, it's true. It's a hard part of my nose. I had so many. Before it was unspeakable. I am very clean, like it's not like I have random pus on my body or anything of the sort, a few skinny skin like pinches long and thin that I have gotten taken off before, plus this colored one taken off on my collar area.

So I'm so excited all ready for the mall. The new implication is that you can't take off all the blackheads in your hair part at once and that I need to work and that it had been falling out too much as hair already. It does fall out of its own. Just changing your lifestyle does that, though, though it could take some years. So, with blackheads on the face that's rather obvious. I don't think I had them at 9-10-11, though I assume I did. I mean then I could honestly say I should had checked it up. I'm sure I can get back to where I was then without thinking too much of it in that way, like oof I had them I mean ooh. It's all a result of moving then, everything. It's a good move, though, but the mistakes came in a bad way. Maybe it was necessary. I mean ya know I had so many benefits in growing up then. Ya so-to-speak, like.

So I can go for another walk now. I know this is a disgusting blog, but hay what the hay? Hoo? I mean this is all just fact, no hay hoo or implication.

What about the connotation like 11 years of blackheads, what about not doing my head? Am I seemingly disgusting? My face pores is not my hair. I can grow more hair, I think, too, like having more fine hair as in more hair count. I caught a hair at the tip of my nose pore, a black one. It's all lifestyle and choices, pleasing others at all times. I would had done my blackheads if I thought that washing more with the acne stuff wouldn't help, like the pimples would had popped and got in my schedule, homework and all then an issue. Really I'm on the brink of being better.

People keep snapping at me while I have problems with things they shouldn't.

The reason I wanted to go to the mall was to get bath things. That takes care of a lot. I wear sunblock now all over out and it made me stronger. It's sports protection, only 30 SPF. It's excellent. My skin was like this shiny pulsing gray, you know?

Okay, well I'll post and get out.

I probably should apologize for what I did because I wasn't feeling okay at all. I got mad at no internet for intervals. I need a new computer, but it proves I can't stand without as of now in ways. It seems I could be almost there, but like for instance you know some places is hard. (Hm I just realized I need to shave my moustache area. What could this imply? How do they surgically remove hair? It's permanent right? Also, I'm too sick to go out. I wonder if that means later I'll be in a hat for a year. That's not okay. I want to not have my hair removed, but I feel that that may be.)

Hm. Okay. So, what did I do to get something to be mad at then that wasn't an accident - nothing. Answers that right away.. Now, what to do about the situation? Well, I dunno. I might go post on another board, [i]Alice in Wonderland[/i] which I'm famous for working on, reading the cool books on it and doing all my art for it. I learn things from it, as well. There are things I don't do that's not okay of course. So, it's okay because I have 3 stores to hit, might hit'em all tonight even. I still have to move stuff around my room I know... Um.... Well.. Yea. I just don't know how to ask to get a computer. So an Apple I should look up the screen that's smaller... Um.... Well I know the big one is $1500 and I guess my dad might want the good Apple for me to use in my room which is $3500. I'll have just to ask for that. He'll use that credit card that charges maybe as a loan. I mean not a loan necesarily but yea I guess that's what a credit card kinda is. So then I have also to corale maybe prior the TV & first its stand, also I have to coordinate a Blu-Ray. That's it. I'm also not using my old printer. I have to think about this. Like, when I move the stuff maybe tonight or tomorrow afternoon I can find a way for putting a printer to print maps. The last two I had had scanners. So, a computer screen fits on my table. A TV stand goes next to it, with a prop for the computer between. The other suggestion is well there is none this is the biggest wall. I dunno, maybe the drawers could go behind the couch. Then I have the trash bin though and the waste basket. Um. Okay. So then maybe just then I should move the oh yea the drawers aren't good here. I need to think a good arrangement with this. So, I have the printer to go maybe on another stand next to the computer. Yea it has to be. It would have to have an extension even if possible, which I assume is. Even, the computer not sure how far that would go. It would be good to try to keep close. So that's it I need to set up the arrangement. I only saw the flat wide TVs, too. Obviously, I'm not getting a bigger one, though they all seemed big really. People think it's not an issue, as though it were impossible, though it is not. I assume I'll get something done tonight, have a nice walk. I surely am not staying here. I can walk on my own, but part of the thing was the trip to get more stuff. It's to be ready with a question in advance then. Okay, bye, I'm doing that! Be back either for before I go at 8 or I guess like 7:30 as it's 6:43 P.M.

Also, as I told my brother, there's plates of things that fell off my head and seemingly like blackheads. Lots of stuff, but it's not disgusting. It's peeling from the sun, too.

Wow toggling helps. I have so much in my head. I mean on it.

I've tried posting this about 5 times.