Ah

I can make a slight thumping noise just be feeling out of it or numbed and dead-tired.. Yea, that's what I just felt. Someone just got home. I was thinking of eating but feeling reclusive still. My mom was to be home around 1 P.M.

Okay so it's taking a little while to load.

Okay, why do parents have racial jokes? The thing is I need to wait for it to load to expect like for it to load period. Hey someone is leaving? I'll go take a look maybe? I didn't hear a door, though, so maybe it was just the alarm I think. Maybe I should wait.

Yea I assume I need to think about something so I can look at myself in the mirror when I draw. I feel dust from the fan got in my eyes, as well, from sitting back and feeling the fan to the side.

Hey this is good now I won't overeat. It is easy to move my desk from side to side. The only hard thing is moving my bed. I should restart my computer to see if it helps, not sure. I could always read with the window light.

This is nice because the cushion from the couch and fan and wall block out sound. Wow I think I shall restart, I mean turn off and on.

Oh no I left my last glass on the counter. I just washed my vat and the top since my other jug feel. That makes me uncomfortable, but I was so knocked out like. I was surprised someone was home now. I wonder if they left. I assume not. I should go take a peak. I'm sure ... well I'm not sure what it was. Why was the alarm done within 10 minutes of itself? I am very tired. I may go to the 7-11 and all. My hair was growing back in. I'm tired now. I hope I can eat, though. I won't if someone's out there. I can easily when my mom's back. She's cooking but will be using the computer in her room or something. I don't know what she does. My dad's hardly ever on. I like to talk online. She has sites for her work. She might do the bills, which I don't know what it's about and stuff. She checks e-mail and looks for things for work basically.

My cup is on the counter by the toaster. I don't remember ever doing this, but it's not a bad place at this time of day besides. I didn't realize that til now. I realized something else recently. Too bad my computer is not working so well as all that. I like to go online, but I should consider blogging when online isn't working.

Hm, I wonder how girls feel today who aren't young enough to be my kid but are younger. That issue's so hilarious you know. The main reason I don't have my birth year in my sn is because I care more about the month and day of the year but not the month and day in general. The zodiac is too long anyway. It's not really too long, just looks long.

Yea, I am still waiting to post this. I can basically check if my mom is on the computer or assume my dad came home later for lunch.

Hey I could have used the restroom just now. I wonder if I will fall asleep in the couch. It got dirty for some reason, like some sand, evne since wiping what I found. I think I even need to use the restroom as a female, but oh well. Wrong decisions at wrong times.

Ah (right when I thought that it loaded to post) all hope is lost to eat at a safe time before tonight when I want to go for a walk and stop in probably bald at the 7-11. Though, it would also be nice not to as I dunno- I should be thankful I cleaned but that I lost the house due to probably my dad coming home for lunch or my mom coming back early. It could be my brother even. Maybe I should stay in here even. I could at least try the restroom though I did fill the trash can. Ah! I usually always take it out, like every day, though/but today was busy.

Why don't I know what to do? I guess because I just did my room. Oh well I'll go ahead and post and then go clean. I mean ... yea or rest first maybe. This is so not fun. This does feel like when I was sorta stuck with nothing to do. I should go out into the kitchen and eat I think, though. :)

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