Race ... I might need a new blog I guess

Race

Okay, I'll like post my comments about race here and practice for if anyone ever talks about it. Why is everything a racial joke? It kind of turns me off that it's considered spam when it's basically important.

Um, okay, so I had an okay night this time. My hair has grown pretty fast. I watched a good amount of television yet not enough and may be able to watch more now.

My big thing is still what's the difference, like why should I have respect for a self-hating southern European? Does that person wish they were not? They really are mean to Asians? I know. People are discouraging to people of whom they know the ethnicity not to be European, but if you're part they'll beat you down for all they can and then dump you.

Also, why is it the same posters posting about it? That's so sick. It's not funny. I'm tired of feeling sorry for white people getting sexually stimulated when they realize they've been on about something that doesn't relate to them because they aren't mixed. I can see the obsession of someone with southern European heritage or someone maybe from the culture either from people in the U.S. or abroad here.

So, either I'll be like watching TV soon, feels like I had a lotta alcohol, or just looking forward to another walk tonight. I would likely go now and then go to bed. I keep thinking of the store, too. I think I'll start by leaving a note. I just left a lest for groceries. I'll leave a note for my parents for a DVD player and then watch my DVDs until I'm done. The DVDs are okay. This one is really nice in a way, the production aspects I guess, like the third person point-of-view?

I'm beginning to think people on IMDb really cut to the quick on race if they're not English or German or French or Dutch or Scottish and so forth. What's with the private messages on the boards? I mean like why do people sit there and look at a certain person stupidly? I don't know why I'm so new. That really makes me mad. I just know that my life didn't come together for me until 21 and more importantly 19 and in a way by 16.

This is really nice. So, I'll just wait for a DVD player and then I can sit here and think about my decision to make concerned with a real good Apple or the next size up like the cheapest Apple laptop or something. I can face the other way when I read, too, concerning looking at the ceiling light.

Ah, why do I have these "random" bumps on my arm I wanna get rid of? I have other problems. I just know that I can go take a walk with sunblock on my eye patches and my shoulders in my work out uniform if the house is not unoccupied. My neck is feeling much straighter as of around two days back. I'm just so unhappy with myself still. Wow, my hair is like all fuzzy. Yea, I wish I was working, but I think my "blackheads" is preventing me. When I'm in the tub, I was getting up and didn't shower when I woke up. I just wanna finish that TV show now since I'm on this. It seems I have to study films. That's something I wanted to do instead of something else. It's good for my brain. Yea, I do work out, but I'm on vacation for a reason. I can't expect my blackheads to go away on their own. I need one of those firming masks probably when I'm done with the pore strips. I have these coupons that come inside the packages. I wish I did this when I was 11. I could just sit here and wish for that. I might go read though if there's nothing to do. Why is this poster I post with talking to all the gay guys? I bet those guys have problems but it's fun to watch. I just want to post somewhere safe. So, I'm trying to get into some things. I may do some more drawings. I still didn't get a huge drawing pad, neither. I might respond to some posts in my blog then, as well, not sure. I think so. I might need a new blog I guess.